When love happenes

Chapter 73 lilly

We arrive home after very long flight Alex slept most of time on my shoulder I was to busy thinking about my life I'm glad how it turn out but I just can't get over fact my body is horrible I feel fat and ugly and no matter what Alex and Kat say I'm always going feel like this.
Alex-thank god we home
We both walk in both of kids come run towards us of course Bella runs to her dad and Logan runs to me his always been momma boys Bella still loves me but she is such daddy little girl she gonna away so much with him.
Logan-hey mom
Lilly-miss you Logan have been good
Chase-he whispers they been golden except miss Lacey FaceTime us said Alex has hurt you again so his not happy with his dad
Lilly-no it's all sorted he didn't hurt me it was some else trying my relationship I say to my dad
Chase-I though so baby girl I knew he would never hurt
Alex-hurt who?
Lilly-tell you later
Alex-hey bud you I missed you did watch the game
Logan-don't speak to me !! He holds on to me
Lilly-Logan listen to me your dad didn't hurt me Lacey got it wrong
Alex-what happening
Alex eyes are filled up with tears he looks so hurt
Lilly-Lacey told my dad about you hurt me again and Logan was there
Logan-NO dad I won't let hurt mom
Alex-Logan bud come here listen to me
I nod at Logan to go to his dad
Alex-I love you mom so much I would never hurt her I know Lacey told you I hurt but Lacey got wrong she made a mistake it wasn't me son
Logan-mom is that true
Lilly-yes son your dad and I love each very much your dad hasn't hurt me it was someone else but mom and dad sorted together baby we fine Lacey though your dad hurt me but never has baby
Logan give kiss on check walk over to his dad
Logan-I miss you too dad I'm sorry I did watch the game you won!!!
Alex-I did win that's because had your mom by my side and you and your sister watch me my lucky lucky charms I love you all
Logan-dad can we play some footie tomorrow
Alex-of course now it's past your bedtime go change for bed night
Logan-night mom night dad night grandpa and Ella
Lilly-night baby
My dad takes Logan to bed for me
Lilly-Bella baby come here where mommy's hug
Bella-I miss you and dada I love you
After 10 mins talking Bella she falls sleep in my arms
Alex-I'll take to bed
Chase-that's my cue leaves guys to it
Lilly-you stay if want dad Lacey and jake are with Kat&liam so can one of there rooms
Chase-nah I'm gonna head home got work to catch up on
Lilly-okay thanks for everything dad
Alex-I'll see you out then take this one to bed as he points Bella
Lilly-Alex I'm gonna go have dip in hotube I whisper to him
Alex-okay babe I meet you in there
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30 mins later I'm ready wearing my red bikini with black dots on this make my boobs bigger I head into hotub but Alex is already in there
Lilly-thought was putting Bella to bed
Alex-done and I seen your dad out then got changed but you know My women likes to get dress and take her time even tho she's sexiest women alive
Lilly-aww babes thank you love you ooo and look you got my wine out
Alex-I was think we could talk about the wedding have few glasses wine and relax
Lilly-I love to talk about wedding and have my favourite wine and relax with my man who I'm so proud of who won the fucking World Cup
Alex giggles and hands me glass wine which taste so fruity I love it
Alex-Lills were would like the wedding
Lilly-I've always dream of church wedding and beach or club reception but I only want those if you too
Alex-I love to have church wedding and beach reception sounds amazing maybe we could have club reception then we could stay a cabin on beach
Lilly-that sounds perfect it be better to dance in club
But when would you want to get married
Alex-the sooner the better
Lilly-I was thinking in few months that would be amazing have December wedding
Alex-that's sounds beautiful baby
Lilly-now best man and ushers
Alex-beat obv course is Liam and ushers would be jake,Logan,Denny and jack but wait maid of honour and bridesmaids
Lilly-Kat maid of honour then Lacey,Emily ,Sarah and Stacey from college then my two follower girls will be bonnie and Bella
Alex-see I forgot about flower girls
Lilly-of course my dad will walk down the isle
Then just outfits which you can sort the suits out I'll sort the dress and the then is red and white I think what do you think
Alex-red and white is perfect for December so I have wear a suit and all we have do is fine perfect place and ask people
Lilly-yes you are wearing suit or I won't turn up
I wink at him
Alex-yeah course you wouldn't turn up you can't wait to become Mrs creeds
Lilly-too true now all we have do is book everthing
Alex-now we sort all that tomorrow we could go looking after I play footie with Logan
Lilly-yes babe I need talk talk to Lacey take her out anyway do me favour take Jake with you
Alex-yeah of course baby where you going what you gonna talk away
He raise an eye brow to me
Lilly-you know girls stuff boys period sex protection
Alex-BOYS nope she is having boyfriend intill she's 30 Bella the same but she only 1 and why she's only 14 she don't need know this stuff
Lilly-she 14 would rather her have sex get pregnant hide behind our back or me telling her everthing she needs to know and but her on birth controll She's nearly 15 plus kat phone while I was getting ready Lacey was crying she came on her period for 1st time you late come on but it show she's becoming women now so I need start treating like one
Alex-for fuck sake looks like me and boys need move house this week as your due now last started his gonna nightmare two hormonal women
Lilly-it way of life baby suck up come on
1 hour later I decide I'm getting out after taking to Alex about everthing about wedding family me feeling like I need throw up and hating my body but I'm going through this thanks to Alex for being by my side.I drive myself off I go take my bikin off
Alex-oh no you don't not out here
Lilly-Alex nobody here it's private nobody get out here
Alex-you never no please I couldn't bare anyone seeing you body which only mine
He kiss me on my knock pick me up bride style take me into the house I run upstairs get changed and pull his T-shirt on me.he climbs into bed next to me I cuddle up to him
Alex-Lills Hank you for opening up to me tonight I mean it you have come through so much I'm glad we can talk about everything together and not boliting it up we will work through this together I promise you Mrs creeds to be
Lilly-thank for sticking by no matter what shit I've put you through and all baggage I have I live so much my husband to be I love you forever and always
Alex-You have brought me more happiness that I ever felt I love you and our whole family I love baby forever and always
I fall Asleep with Alex tell me how I mean to him.