Burnout (K.Sn) [Sequel]

Tearing (5)

I quietly sat in my bed, already ready for bed as most of the boys just wandered about to get ready for bed. The only other person who already was in his bed was Jake, who quietly laid and saw something on his phone.

"Su-" I started as Sunoo walked into the room before he quickly turned back around, pretending as if he had to go do something.

I continued to sit and try and call out for Sunoo before he would turn around and walk out of the room time and time again. It was first once all of the boys was in the room that Sunoo was sort of obligated to be there as well.

"Sun-" I started again as Sunoo stepped into the room, and he immediately turned around and muttered something before disappearing again.

"Courageous of you to continue trying," Jake commented and I let out a deep sigh before grabbing my pillow and just hitting myself in the face with it.

"Someone put me out of my misery!" I complained to all the boys who just snickered at me.

"Should I hold you back again?" Sunghoon questioned and I just shook my head before leaning back against the wall behind him.

"Yah! Kim Sunoo! Get in here!" Jay yelled out making me look down at him with a frown, "trust me, use your chance."

"Did I do something?" Sunoo questioned as he returned to the room.

"It's more about what you didn't do," Jay stated and pointed to me.

"You think now is a good idea?" Sunoo questioned and I just gestured to his bunk making him let out a small sigh.

"Be my guest," I muttered making him walk over and crawl up in his bunk, facing me as I did the same and faced him, "you have something to say."

"I can't believe you really snapped on Sunhi like that," Sunoo started off.

"And I can't believe you didn't stand up for me even once when she insulted me to the heavens," I added on.

"You snapped at her, called her a pickle dipped in mustard or whatever that is, and you proceeded to mention how badly you wanted to slap her!" Sunoo exclaimed at me.

"I was sick and tired of holding everything back because you obviously didn't care that she insulted me left and right!" I retorted in an equal as loud tone of voice.

"I was scared everything would repeat itself! Do you even remember when everyone hated you? I was scared she would start something like that again!" Sunoo exclaimed.

"Everyone still hates me Sunoo! This, my snappy moment there, won't change anything!" I exclaimed back at him, "just say you were scared to reject her it isn't that hard!"

"Why do you always turn this around to be something about me being scared about hurting other people's feelings? It's every time a girl gets too touchy or flirty with me! Just admit you don't trust me!" Sunoo snapped back.

"How should I trust you when you don't even stand up for me when I need someone to?" I questioned in return.

"Should we leave?" Jungwon spoke up in a slow and hesitant manner.

"NO!" Sunoo and I both yelled in return as we continued to just stare at each other.

"You know sometimes it is you that's being a bitch and not them!" Sunoo yelled.

"Oh yeah? Are you aware that sometimes you're just as big of a jerk as my ex is?" I yelled back at him.

"Are you ready?" he yelled in return as the corners of his lips tugged up.

"3," I started off as my deep frown stayed on my face.

"2," Sunoo continued, yelling it as loud as he posisbly could, "1."

Immediately Sunoo and I just let out a loud scream each as we continued to stare at each other. Slowly stopping around the same time before we both leaned back against the walls behind us.

"So are you sleeping in my bed tonight, or am I joining you?" Sunoo calmly questioned as he looked over at me and I just shrugged.

"What the hell just happened?" Jay questioned in confusion.

"Do you scream at each other to settle your arguments?" Heeseung frowned as he looked between Sunoo and I as well.

I slowly looked over at Sunoo as we both locked eyes and began letting out small laughs to ourselves.

"It works, doesn't it?" I questioned in defense as the boys just looked at each other before all shrugging.

"Well, as long as you're both happy again," Jake shrugged, "but now I'm tired... and my ears hurt."

"So you coming Sunshine?" I looked back at Sunoo, who immediately nodded and got down from his bunk and straight up into mine as he got under the duvet and laid beside me.

"Am I really as big of a jerk as your ex sometimes?" he questioned and I quietly shook my head at him as I felt him grab my hand and lace our fingers together at the same time as when the lights turned off.

"I needed to snap back with something... didn't I?" I questioned him and he just nodded.

"Just don't ever compare me to your ex," he warned and I let out a small laugh before just nodding at him, "I'm serious."

"I won't, I promise," I assured him and rubbed my thumb over the back of his hand, "but am I really the bitch sometimes?"

"Well... not yet," Sunoo replied, "but you probably will be at some point."

"Yah," I complained with a small laugh and nudged his shoulder as he just let out a small laugh

"No, but all serious," Sunoo muttered and cupped one of my cheeks to pull my face closer to his, only so that he could press a small kiss to my cheek and turn my head to look at him afterwards while he rubbed his thumb over my cheek, "I'm going to show you my notebook tomorrow and you can see all the comebacks that's been in my mind each time that horrid girl insulted you."

"You didn't like her either?" I questioned in shock and he just shook his head with a small laugh, "but I thought-"

"I hated her Lily, I hated her with a burning passion. How dare she call my girlfriend dramatic, a whore, cakey, attention seeking and so many more things?" he listed with a small smile, "I'm not gonna let that pass... I simply won't."

"But I thought you liked her," I mumbled making him let out a confused hum, "you just... seemed to like her a lot and you know... I thought that maybe-"

"You didn't think I would leave you for her?" he questioned with disgust lacing his voice, making me simply shrug in return, "who goes to a pile of trash when they already have the love song of their heart?"

"What?" I let out a small laugh at him.

"Well... whenever I look at you I feel like a love song is playing in my heart, making it do leaps and flips," Sunoo excused in a small embarrassed mutter.

"I make you feel like that?" I whispered and he just quietly nodded.

"Yes, it's very cute and endearing, now I want to sleep," Sunghoon piped up.

"You're just jealous," Sunoo retorted over his shoulder making me let out a small laugh at him before he laid down his head on the pillow again and looked at me, "I will never leave you Lily... I promise," Sunoo whispered and pressed a kiss to the back of my hand, "never in a million years or more."

"I love you too," I whispered making him just grin widely and reach his arm over around my waist to pull me closer to him.

He carefully placed a hand on the back of my head before pushing our foreheads together, his nose softly grazing my cheek as he did so.

"One day I'm gonna marry you," he whispered making me let out a small laugh at him, "that's what I promised myself, and now I promise you that. I am going to marry you."