Burnout (K.Sn) [Sequel]

Pregnancy

Future

It had been one hour at least. One hour where I've tried to fall asleep. To no avail if I might add. Last time I checked the time was 02.37am. It must be 03.something by now. I mean... It couldn't hurt to check the time...

02.41am... nevermind it had only been four minutes since I woke up.

I quietly glanced over at Sunoo. I couldn't wake him up, I simply couldn't. He had to go to work in less than four hours. It would be selfish of me to wake him up. Especially now that he looked so peaceful when sleeping... Nevermind my cravings needs to get fixed... I mean... He did say he wanted to be there more with this pregnancy... Better live up to it Sunshine!

"Sunoo..." I quietly whispered and shook his shoulder softly. Only making him scrunch ups his nose in dismay, "Sunoo-ya~" I continued a bit louder, again just a nose scrunch. He left me with no choice then, "oh my god get up! I think my wa-"

"Now??!?!" Sunoo immediately sat straight up in bed and looked at me with wide eyes.

"I'm only three months along, be a bit realistic Hun," I softly spoke and patted his shoulder making him just huff at me.

"It's what... 3am?" He questioned and I shook my head at me.

"2.42," I corrected making him sigh and fall back on his pillow with one arm over his eyes, "I know... I know you have to work in like four hours... But I have really bad cravings right now."

"You're gonna throw it up right after I've gone to work," Sunoo sighed as he turned his head and looked over at me.

"But not this time!" I happily insisted making him let out a small laugh at me, "come on..." I whined and nudged his shoulder, "you promised you'll be there more this time. Right now your lovely wife, who is three months pregnant for the second time if I might add, has really intense cravings for something only you can get for her."

"What do you want?" Sunoo questioned with a small laugh.

"Spicy tteokbokki... And strawberry milk," I carefully replied making him let out a small laugh at me.

He carefully placed his hand on my nape before pulling me closer and pressing a kiss to my forehead. He just smiled at me before slowly getting up from the bed.

"Ten minutes... At max, okay?" Sunoo clarified and I happily nodded.

As I watched Sunoo's back disappear through the door I immediately sat up in bed and quietly waited for Sunoo to get back.

No more than a few minutes had passed before I had gotten too impatient and slowly got out of bed and sneaked into the kitchen.

"Smells good," I quietly commented making Sunoo immediately turn around and place his hands on his hips.

"Just because there's a kid inside you doesn't mean you hae to act like one, missy," Sunoo commented as I just let out a small laugh at him, "go back to bed and wait."

"But-" I started making him sigh and just softly push me back towards the bed.

"Wait for me, okay?" Sunoo sternly questioned even though his smile told me he found it amusing.

"Be quick," I urged and he just nodded at me before walking back towards the kitchen, "he's gonna be a good dad... Be excited to meet him," I quietly muttered as I rubbed my stomach while patiently waiting this time.

Soon enough Sunoo returned with a bowl and a small pink bottle, which he happily handed to me before falling down on the bed beside me. His eyes already slowly closing as he reached over and wrapped an arm around my waist, remembering to softly caress the small baby bump I had grown over time.

"I love you," Sunoo quietly muttered making me let out a small laugh as I quietly munched on the food he made me.

"Which one of us?" I questioned making Sunoo turn his head and look up at me.

"I'm scared to love them yet," he admitted in a small mutter and softly tapped a few fingers on my baby bump, "especially after last time."

"This time we'll do it right," I softly assured and ran a hand through his hair.

"But we don't even know what we did wrong last time..." He quietly whispered and I just nodded at him, "I'm just really scared... Even if I act like I'm not during the day."

"I know... I know," I softly assured and placed my food to the side to lay down beside him, "but this time... Even if I'm scared, i can just feel it, okay? This one is a little fighter just like their dad... You hear me? This time we're gonna be more than parents to a miscarriage. Okay? And if I fail again-"

"It was not you last time," Sunoo whimpered and it was first now I realized he was actually crying, "I don't like that you blame yourself... It was not you Lily, it wasn't... You can't fail again when you didn't even fail the first time."

"You're really scared aren't you?" I whispered and he immediately nodded at me, "but you know what? After this week... The chances of a miscarriage is so small. After this week, we'll be sure."

"Just this week," he nodded at me as he sucked in a deep breath and I pecked his cheek.

"And then you're gonna be wishing I never got pregnant again... Cravings, mood swings, morning sickness," I listed making him let out a small laugh.

"I'll never regret it... That I am sure of," Sunoo softly assured, "then I guess it's only six more months."

"The six longest months in your life," I stated and he just smiled at me as I softly dabbed his tears away.

"So be it," he whispered, "eat your cravings... I'll be gone when you wake up."

"I love you, and I love whoever is in here, okay?" I questioned Sunoo and patted my baby bump.

"I love them too," Sunoo sniffled with a small nod, "and you too of course."

"Sleep for now. Okay?" I questioned and he immediately closed his eyes before giving me a small nod.