The Long Lost Mafia Princess

Chapter 13

Trigger warning

After not even eating a whole waffle, I was full. I mean I already ate yesterday. Normally I eat the smallest thing ever, every few weeks. It was kind of hard to eat food, I needed to sneak out to go to the trash from the neighbours and take a little, making sure nobody sees me.

I stop eating and drink some water. I lean back in my chair and wait for everyone to be done eating.

"Why aren't you eating" Blake asked

"I'm full"

"You haven't even eaten a whole waffle"

"Yes, but I'm full"

"Why, how"

"Because, I already ate yesterday" I slapped my hand in front of my mouth, shit I shouldn't have said that. It just blurted out of my mouth.

"What!"

"I-I...-" maybe play it chill, they will be less suspicious, if I start denying they will be suspicious. "- because I already ate yesterday." I gulped at his angry expression.

" yes, the last time you ate was yesterday, that's why you need to eat now."

'But I am full already, I wont be needing food for another week or two.'
I wanted to say but instead I just said
"Well I ate"

"Half a waffle"

"It was a big waffle" I argued back

"That doesn't matter, yesterday you ate 1/4 of your pasta, do you even eat!" He yelled gaining the other's attention.

Not going to lie, I was taken back by his comment. I can't do anything about the fact that I didn't get any food at home, that I had to look in neighbour's trash to eat. That if those monsters found out they would beat me.

"I do eat" I answered back, trying not to cry because of his yelling, it makes me scared and anxious.

"When"

"I just ate in front of you"

"No, I mean with those assholes, you're skinny as fuck, and can hardly eat half a waffle or a little bit of pasta! So I'm going to ask you again, when do you eat!" He yelled again, now already standing up walking towards me making me cower back in my seat. My heart is already going like I ran a mile. He was reminding me of THOSE people, making me get flashbacks.

"You ugly slut"
" just die already."
"Nobody wants you"

"stop" I said to Blake, hands, legs full on shaking by now.

"NO, answer the question!" Breathing picked up

"Fat"

"I-I don't know."

"Ugly"

"WHEN!"

"Dumb"

"Ev-every few we-weeks, from the tra-trash from the neigh-neighbours, they cou-couldn't find o-out" I whispered

"Pathetic"
"Disgusting"
"Die"
"Nobody wants you"
"We hate you"
"Ugly"
"Whore"
"Slut"
"Fat"

"No no no no no no" I panicked, hearing my heartbeat in my ears ringing.

"Stop, please stop, stop, stop" I cried out not being able to breathe anymore, I stand up with a blurry vision trying to walk away.

"I hope you die"
"Maybe my friends need to come over"
"Punishment"
"Slut"

While walking I fell to the ground, shaking like on the kitchen floor the last time on my knees this time.