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" wassup everyone we have y/n on the cruz show"

" yeoooo" i said with a smile.

" last time you were up here we had you and kehlani and we had a blast talking about a few things and today we just have you. how you feeling"

" man i feel good and excited to hear the questions you guys have for me" i said.

" last time we tried to get you up here about a week ago you manager said you were unavailable then you called us personally and told us you hurt yourself sparing so you weren't able to come in" he said.

" yeah i was sparing with cliff and kendrick and cliff hit me the wrong way and a little to hard" i said with a chuckle.

" well your here now and you came with the energy" he said.

" mann you know it hello good morning wake y'all asses up" i said into the mic.

" ahh we love it" he laughed.

" how are you guys" i asked looking around.

i got of courses of im good and okay.

" so tell us about your fan base" he said.

" y/n gang is like my family to me" i said.

" even tho some of them find you very attractive"

" yeah i get dms and a whole lotta stuff from them and some times they're so awkward and adorable about having a crush on me and then some of them.. some of them be wild" i chuckled.

" do you like the wild ones" he asked.

" i used to back then but now i don't pay it any mind because of the girl i've always been in love with for the longest and probably forever will be" i said.

" how's that going by the way" he asked.

" it's going really good.. that's the love of my life, she's literally a walking goddess.... she's actually in a interview right now, now that i think about it so i'm pretty sure my name will be brought up there soon" i chuckled.

" now you two had the hots for each other during high school who initiated the first move"

" uhh believe it or not kehlani did" i said.

"really"

" yeah it started back when she was dealing with ole boy and he didn't like me and she initiated a few things i would like to keep personal" i said.

" was kehlani your first" he asked.

" first kiss yes" i said.

" she wasn't your first like you were hers" he said.

" sadly no i lost mine at a party"

" was it consensual"

" a little bit.. i thought she was just gonna give me the sloppy" i said and we laughed.

" how's the mental health" he asked.

" it's getting better you know, i thinking about being an advocate for mental health, a lot of places reached out to me about being one and i wasn't sure because i don't even like talking about my own mental health when it's shit" i said.

" i think you should do it, you have a lot of people that look up to you" he said.

" yeah i might"

" when's the tour" he asked.

" i don't even know, i've toured in the passed but haven't been on one in a while" i said.

" well you need to start back again because we need y/n liveeee" he said.

" listen if that's how y'all feel let me know" i chuckled.

" okay you dropped a 3 song ep and another song, we gonna talk about the song first... how do you rap like that" he asked.

" honestly i don't know i've been rapping for the longest i could remember and i learned how to like sing being around kehlanis ass so much so y'all can thank her"

" now your flow goes absolutely crazy"

" thank you" i said.

" and the ep you dropped is full of love songs" he said with a smirk.

" yes yes it is" i said.

" now when you were making those songs what was going through your mind" he asked.

" strictly kehlani and it's funny because i wrote those songs directly in front of her while she was writing some songs"

" so you guys write your songs with each other"

" if we're around each other yeah because we both get into a music mood around the same time" i said.

" now i know many artist that would kill for a relationship like that"

" well i know i would but i have it so i don't have to"

" you heard it here ladies and gentlemen stream till i die, and the ep of love"

" he said it not me but y'all should do it" i laughed.

" thank you for coming out here y/n" he said genuinely.

" listen if y'all ever want me out here again just call me and i'll be here" i said laughing.

" be expecting that call" he said.

we all laughed and he ended the show.

we took a few pictures then i left.

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" maaa" i groaned.

" no y/n"

" pleaseeeee" i said.

" girl you first off have your own house and your own room in this house. out my bed"she said while reading her book.

" Maaaaaaa"

" y/n y/l/n"

" why can't i take a nap in your room" i said.

" because you have your own ROOM" she said putting emphasis on room.

" stop being mean" i huffed.

" stop being a child" she shot back.

" i would've stopped if i weren't your kid but because you popped me out the cooch of yours i can't" i joked but jumped up and ran off.

" y/n bring ya ass back here" she said.

" nahh i got hungry i'll be in the kitchen" i said.

i grabbed some chips and walked to the livingroom and sat down.

i turned on the tv to see something that threw me into a fucking loop.

" r&b star kehlani seen all over her significant others longtime bestfriend. they were spotted in downtown LA being close and comfortable looks friendly right until this"

a picture popped up of kehlanis arms wrapped around his neck and his arms wrapped around her waist and they were looking at each other

my eyes went wide and i clenched my fist.

" is kehlani cheating on y/n-"

i turned the tv off and shot up grabbing my phone and keys.

" this nigga is about to die" i said walking out the door.