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Tw: Self Harm, Panic Attack, Anxiety

"That was funny" I say, leaning back in my chair streching.

"Yes. But I have some questions" Techno says, I look at him confused

"Heh" I say without realising I quoted him.

"Did you just- never mind" He says, spinning his chair and looking at me.

"What?" I say, confused if I did something wrong?

"Do you like Ranboo? And I want you answer honestly" He says, looking at me in the eyes.

'FINALLY... YOU LIKE HIM... NO I DON'T... HE WILL JUST HURT YOU... BUT HE IS NICE... THATS WHAT U SAID ABOUT YOUR MOTHER LOOK AT HER... OMG SHUT UP... NO JUST LISTEN UR MOTHER HATES U BC YOU LOVED HER SAME THING WILL HAPPEN WITH HIM'

(Not me actually having mummy issues irl)

"Nope I do not I do not I do not I do not" I say repeating myself as my breathing was uneasy.

"Hey its alright" Techno says, getting up and hugging me.

'YOUR SO DRAMATIC... SHUT UP'

"Techno they wont go away" I say, crying into his chest.

"What wont?" He asks, I then shake my head.

"My thoughts" I say, he then nods.

"Your ok" he says, rubbing my back.

"No I'm not" I say, I start pulling at my hair.

"Yes you are you are safe." He says, grabbing my hands.

"Franc- Hey hey hey" Mark says, opening and closing the door.

"She keeps grabbing her hair" Techno says, I start shaking my head.

"No- no- I'm fine- stop" I say, closing my eyes and grabbing my hair.

I then feel Techno let go and Mark hug me, he starts rubbing my back.

"Im fine Mark Im fine Im fine Im fine Im fine Im fine Im fine" I say, I then start to cry.

"Am I fine?" I ask out loud, I then melt into Marks touch.

"Yes you are" Mark says, I then.

"How do I know?" I say, sobbing.

"Because your with me" He says, I then sniffle

(BRUH JEBDIDJDODJDODK TECHNO BE 3RD WHEELING)

"But-" I then get cut off.

"No buts" He says, playing with my hair.

I sniffle and try not to cry, I then look at Mark and he puts my hair behind my ears, and some tears come out.

"Im just going to use this door" Techno says awkwardly leaving, I just laugh.

"Thank you Techno" I say, biting my lip. He nods and heads out.

"Isnt this his room and Wilburs?" I say, giggling.

"Yeah it is, lets go to our room" Mark says

(PLEASE NOT ME THINKING DIRTY STRAIGHT AWAY 💀)

I get up and nearly fall, Mark grabs me by my waist and leads me to the room. I then wobble and lay down.

"Movie?" He asks, I then nod. He grabs his laptop and turns it on.

He lays down and I instantly lay next to him, and lay my head on his chest. Mark then chucks on 'She's All That'
(My comfort movie)

"Did clay tell you?" I ask, looking up at him. He shakes his head.

"I asked him" He says, smiling. I then smile back.

He starts to play with my hair as my eyes start to feel heavy.
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Marks POV
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I play with Francis' hair and hug her, we are half way through the movie when I hear light snores. I just hake my head trying to force back the smile appearing on my face.

God, what is she doing to me.

I shake my head and close the movie, and go on twitter since i dont have my phone and look through fanart of me and francis.

Ngl they are pretty cute, not like I like her right? Yeah just friends like that note. I then read it again with her neat handwriting, some is joint.
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Hello,

Mr Ranboo.

I have found my phone
so I have stolen your
phone as well have fun
finding it! :)

Goodluck

Sincerely,

Your bestie
Francis <3
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I then smile, before putting the notebback under my pillow. I then look at her, all I see is;
The girl who scrunches up her nose when gets embarrassed.
The girl who can't control her thoughts.
The girl who forgot what love feels like.
The girl who is scared to love.
The girl that was hurt.
The girl who trusts me.
The girl who I can't fall asleep without.
The girl who gets along with everyone.
The girl that I can't stop thinking of...

She is that girl and I don't care at this point, I'm still her best friend even if it hurts to say it.

I guess I like her a little bit. Fuck why? Just get of my mind?

God help me, I then smile and slowly fall asleep thinking about today.
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A/N: NEW CHAPTER LOL MARK BE SIMPING HARDCORE LOL :P WILL UPDATE TOMORROW!

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