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I start bopping my head and start singing
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Mess it up by Gracie Abrams
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Open to double doors
Typical, pretty sure I could grow up
Probably chemical
I took up walking to turn it all off
Doesn't feel bearable
Guess I thought when I left it would all stop
It would all stop

Did I fall out of line when I called you?
When I told you I'm fine you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up

Funny that didn't work
I could be anywhere
I'm on your block
Cynical
Terrible
Kicking myself with my gut in a knot
'Cause I heard that you're happier
Hope that you're sleeping well, knowing I'm not
I'm doing too much

Did I fall out of line when I called you?
When I told you I'm fine, you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We could make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together
You could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We could make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together
You could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We could make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together
You could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We could make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together
You could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen
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I look up to realise I started crying, I wipe my tears and sniffle. I then see Wilbur with a sympathetic smile and red eyes. I smile and hug him.

"Ready for our duet? I hope you made good lyrics I trust you with this song" he says, I just smile and nod I pull out my phone and show him the song he nods and smiles.

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We finish up with our EP at about 7pm and our voices are cracking.

"THATS HOW YOU MAKE AN EP IN ONE DAY BABY" Wilbur yells, with his voice breaking in between every word.

I start bursting out laughing, we got in his car and drove home :P

(Tommy got picked up by Phil)

I hop out and drink all my water within 20 seconds.

"Thristy are we?" Wilbur says jokingly, I just laugh.

"Help my voice" I say, with my voice cracking.

"Its like we are going through puberty again" Wilbur says laughing straight after I soon laugh after him.

We hop out of the car, Me and Wilbur each having a USB with our EP on it to upload. I yawn as Wilbur opens the door.

"FRANCIS HOW WAS IT!" Niki yells, running to me. I just smile.

"Amazing actually" I say, smiling I then look around and see Mark sitting by himself looking very stressed.

'STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM... HE PLAYED YOU ABBAHA... IMAGINE... DON'T WORRY ABOUT HIM' My thoughts scream.

"Who wants to hear all the songs early?" Wilbur asks, everyone you can then hear everyone yell yes or is that even a question?

I just roll my eyes, and jump on Minx that is sleeping on the couch.

"Wake up bitch" I say, smiling.

"AHH FOCKING HELL DUDE!" She yells, looking at me like im crazy.

"Listen to mine and Wilburs EP" I say, she just squeals.

I can see Tommy and Mark talk about something, I just ignore it and watch Wilbur plug in the USB.

"Oh yeah by the way you can cry to Francis' singing if you want very deep lyrics" Wilbur says, pretending to shred a tear.

"HER FIRST SONG WAS SAD BUT POGGERS" Tommy yells, everyone laughs at him.

I then hear my voice and close my eyes as I melt into my voice.

After 3 minutes I look at Kady and see her crying and walking out. Clay follows her out and obviously calms her down in around 3 minutes because she came back in after Wilburs song finishes.

I hear everyone cheer, I look at Mark and see him fighting back a tear. I then hear my voice play again and start bopping my head to it.

Funny that didn't work
I could be anywhere
I'm on your block
Cynical
Terrible
Kicking myself with my gut in a knot
'Cause I heard that you're happier
Hope that you're sleeping well, knowing I'm not
I'm doing too much

I turn my head to Mark and look at  him, I then see him look at me. I look away immediately.

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Blah blah now its the last song wilburs and ur duet
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Heres your perfect by Jamie Miller
you can also check out the duet he made
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I remember the day
Even wrote down the date, that I fell for you
And now it's crossed out in red
But I still can't forget if I wanted to
And it drives me insane
Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go
But it's all in my head
It's just all in my head
[Wilbur]

But you won't see me break, call you up in three days
Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake"
Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne
And you know
[Wilbur]

I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect
And you're the first to say you want the best thing
But now I know a perfect way to let you go
Give my last hello, hope it's worth it
Here's your perfect
[Wilbur]

Remember the day when you flew to Brighton
How we said goodbye, ooh
And you begged me to go, but I knew that I'd only
Be taking up your time
Hope you know that I hate how you made my heartbreak
But you needed the space so you pushed me away
And I'm happy to say that you're doing so great
On your own
[Francis]

I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect
And you're the first to say you want the best thing
But now I know a perfect way to let you go
Give my last hello, hope it's worth it
I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect
And you're the first to say you want the best thing
But now I know a perfect way to let you go
Give my last hello, hope it's worth it
[Both]

I hope it's worth it, I hope it's worth it
I hope it's worth it
But now I know a perfect way to let you go
Give my last hello, hope it's worth it
Here's your perfect
[Both]
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I look at Mark, too be meet with his eyes, I turn away and try to fight back tears I then hear every hyping us up, I just get up and head to my new room kinda.

I lie down and see a text message

Mark‼️ 1 new message

I click the message and read it...

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