In love with my best friend (Casualty)

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Britt got to work and smiled as she saw Leigh and smiled

"are you okay" Leigh asked as she looked to Britt.

Leigh knew that Britt had been through a lot and she just wanted to help her but it wasn't easy

"not really, things are just hard and I don't know what to do or think. Iain has been off with me and he has been distant and I am worried, I mean what if he is cheating on me I mean why would he want me I am a damaged mess" Britt said as Leigh looked to her and frowned

"don't say that, I know that you have been through a lot but you are okay, you and Iain are strong together and he wouldn't cheat on you. Not with all that you have been through together. Iain is a good guy, he is. He wouldn't never cheat on you. You know that. You need to talk to him and try and make it work" Leigh said as Britt looked to her and smiled.

Britt wanted to believe her but she knew that it wasn't easy with everything but she knew how distant that Iain had become with her and it scared her as she knew that the last thing that she wanted was to lose him

***
Britt walked into the ambulance bay as she saw Iain. She walked over to him and sighed

"can we talk" she asked as Iain looked to her and nodded

"of course we can, you know that we can" he said as she looked to him

"things are hard right now. I know that and I know that you have been distance with me and I need to know, do you not want this anymore? Do you not want us anymore?" He asked as she looked to him and sighed as he said nothing. She went to walk off as he grabbed her arm and looked to her and smiled

"I'm sorry, look I do want you. I love you more than any right as I want to do this, I want to make this work but it's hard as all I can think over is what you have been through and what happened I blame myself as I wasn't able to protect you and it's my job too" he said as she looked to him and smiled

"what happened to me wasn't your fault it was the scum but I am fine and we're going to be fine as we have to work this and I am not going to loose you" she said as he pulled her close and kissed her

***
Britt sighed as she saw with Lillie as she set her down to sleep and smiled.

Britt was glad that she and Iain had talked and seemed to have sorted things and she felt better.

Britt looked to Lillie and smiled. Britt knew that she was trying to move on with her life and be a good mum but she knew it wasn't easy but could Britt do it especially as she knew just how rotten that she felt and how she feared that it was possible that she could be pregnant?