(Y/n)'s p.o.v
~Flashback~
It was a normal day like any other, but I knew something felt off about everything... none of the guys would look me in the eye. Sure, they talked and hung out like everything was normal- but no one looked me in the eye. That's what should've been the first red flag, but I didn't press into it since it was them all doing it. April and Casey weren't there for this though, so I don't know how they would've acted. Raph also wasn't in the room for a bit of time, though all I wanted to do was see him.
This was our first ever anniversary and I was excited to see how we'd hang out, but oh.. how naive I was to what was coming. Raph finally came out of his room- stomping actually, that should've been the second red flag. I pushed that aside though since I thought some type of argument between him and Leo happened again. It wouldn't have really changed anything, I've helped calm him down countless times before. I guess it really wasn't him needing help calming down- it was him needing me out of his life.
"What the shell are you doin here?!" He yells at me, so I flinched- my eyes already tearing up as I look up at him shocked. I was so shocked he had time to cross his arms while raising an eye-ridge "I-I.. it's our anniversary." "(Y/n), I kid ya not when I say- I want nothing to do with you" Raph says while throwing up his arms. My breath felt caught in my throat "w-..what?" "Man, do I have to spell it out for you?! We're done. Capiche?!? This isn't an anniversary; this is a day ya get to mourn!!" I wanted to say so much. Though his words made it clear on just how much he doesn't want to deal with me.
I let my tears flow freely as I let out a sad chuckle "hate me that much, huh?.. It was nice knowing you, Raphael." With that I just walked out and didn't look back, I didn't care about any of the stuff I could be leaving behind. A best friend... brother figures... my life... some belongings... I texted April to get them for me. With that I cried my eyes out on the walk home and just went in through my window so my parents wouldn't question me. I locked my door and just continued to cry on my bed, holding my pillow close to me as I lay on my side.
~End of flashback~
The memory flows back as if it was yesterday... Raph was right, this wasn't an anniversary anymore, it's a literal day I get depressed on. I don't even know what I did- he just started hating me so much to the point where I needed to get out of his sight. I struggle with trying not to cry out loud too much, but I grab some tissues and blow my snot into them. Then I wipe away my tears as I look around my room... on the walls are the tacked up pictures of us. On my dresser sits the stuffed animals he got April to buy for me... and I still have some of his letters.
They were little poems or even just letters he gave to me to know just how he thought about me... looks like he left out a few things. I choke on a sob as I sit here, holding my favorite stuffed animal he got me as I let a few tears fall. 'I can't believe this still haunts me... probably because it's also Valentine's day which brings back a lot of memories. He danced with me right outside of the city as we had a nice view of the town, the lights just turning on. One of my favorite songs was playing as we danced, he said a few smart remarks of me having two left feet.'
The night played in my mind as I sit here, then he asked me to be his- just for last year to happen and now I don't have any family. April and Casey never know what to say to me now, so we drifted apart, and as if I'd go down to the lair to see any of the other guys. With that I drifted from everyone as I felt so lonely... every now and again Raph was the only one on my mind. It didn't take long for there to apparently be a tapping on my window, so I look up. There stood the very guy that broke my heart, so I look down to the side to avoid his green gaze.
"W-What do you want?" I ask loud enough for him to hear me "to talk" I can barely hear his muffled voice from the other side. I sigh as I stand up and set the animal down on my bed, then I walk towards the window and open it slightly. Easily I go towards my bed again as he comes in, so I sit down and face him again, struggling not to break down. "What do you want?" I ask again as I look up at him, so he sighs saying "look... there was a reason on why I broke up with you." "Oh, so it's just this - did I annoy you too much?" I ask as I am getting annoyed that this is what he wants to talk about.
He just looks at me shocked before shaking his head "just listen, Mona Lisa was jealous... she said if I didn't end it with you she'd... kill you." My eyes widen at that as I drop the animal, so he looks down at it before picking it up and sitting down. Raph still wouldn't look at me as he holds the toy so gently saying "I didn't want that ta happen. We all knew none of us could take her down, so I had to do it... Bishop just sent her back to her planet though. So I came here instantly, I hated doing this to you, (Y/n)... will you take this idiot turtle back?" I thought it over.
I hug him as I cry all over again, he hugs back as I just nod my head saying "Raph, I missed you so much" "I missed you too, baby." "Please... never break up with me again" I mumble as I let my tears fall, but I'm starting to feel happiness again. "I won't unless I got good reason to, babe - and the only so called good reason is gone forever. You don't have to worry anymore, it won't be that easy to get rid of me, capiche?" I chuckle a bit at that. "I got it... capiche" I say back, now feeling like I'm getting a better memory of him saying that word now.
Tbc
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