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Mikey x reader {Memories...} (Part 1/4)

No one's p.o.v

After everything that went down in New York, I'm happy that we got Rocksteady and Bebop on our side, but I just don't feel right without Master Splinter. Everyone is just so accepting about his death, well, they at least aren't mourning over him as much as I am. I've thought it over, I need to distract myself; travel, get a job - I don't care! I just can't keep thinking. Even though it was bound to happen at one point I just can't accept the fact that he's gone. Over the years I've grown a crush on Mikey, but I just don't know how to tell everyone I'm want to leave.

I know it sounds childish - doing literally anything to distract myself, but it's the only thing that sounds reasonable in my mind. Right now I'm walking down the lair to talk with Mikey and his bros... this won't be easy, but I have to. Leo is watching Space Heroes, so I got a bit of time to think of how to word things for him. Well, I want to tell everyone at the same time, so I'll have to wait for Casey and April to get here too. "(Y/n)!!" Mikey says happily and hugs me "not during Space Heroes!!" Leo scolds us without even moving his gaze from the tv.

We chuckle and walk into the kitchen "I didn't know you were coming over today!! Raph is hanging out with Casey, so I felt lonely. So, whatcha wanna do? What got you down here??" Mikey asks with that happy glint in his eyes. 'Oh sewer apples, this is going to be harder than I thought' I think to myself and fake a smile. I've been told I have a very convincing fake smile, so maybe he can't tell either "just came to hang out with my only friends." With that he smiles and we talked about our favorite topics: food, games, and the others life.

Mikey had to run from Raph after pranking him the other day, he had to ask Donnie to fix the toaster after Leo lost another fight with it. Then there was him beating his old record time in Mario Kart, so his life is pretty basic right now. After a while Leo walked in and got a water bottle "tonight's movie night, (Y/n)'s pick this time." 'Gosh darn it, I forgot about that... well, at least I'll be able to tell everyone since they'll be here.' "(Y/n)!" Mikey and Leo yell in unison, I blink and nervously laugh "sorry, I got lost in thought."

They share a look, but Mikey is the one to raise an eye-ridge at me as Leo says "we were just wondering what movie you were gonna pick." I smile and say "I'll think about it, but I think I also have an announcement too..." they both look at me confused. "What??" Leo asks confused as Mikey just looks deep in my eyes 'okay, he's always so random. There's also times when he can somehow read what I'm thinking - it's like I'm an open book. Don't think about wanting to go and distract myself from Sensei-' Mikey's gasp broke my thoughts.

'Well, I'm screwed-' "she's still sad about Sensei!!" Mikey exclaims, so I look down and try not to cry, once that left his mouth everyone is in here. 'So much for not wanting to make a scene' I think to myself as the other bros, Casey and April are in here. "Why did Mikey just yell about Sensei??" Donnie asks as April is looking down sadly, but Casey is looking at Leo, Mikey and I. Leo shrugs his shoulders "you know how Mikey and (Y/n) have that weird mind reading trick??" He asks. Everyone nods their heads as April says "it's weird, it's like their minds are connected somehow."

"All I know is he looked in her eyes after she said something about an announcement, and yelled that she's still sad about Sensei." "We all are!! But what does that have to do with-" "I'm leaving!!" I yell and stand up. Tears are threatening to spill right now as they're looking at me shocked, Mikey tears up too. "What?! B-But we're finally able to just chill and relax without anyone trying to take over the world. Why would you ever leave?!" Mikey asks and stands up too, so I look down and sigh as I try to hold back the tears.

Raph is the next one to say "Mikey's right, this is kind of a happy, get to know eachother time... why would ya leave??" I look up at the group. Everyone is looking either sad or shocked, take your own guess, it doesn't matter anyways. They don't want me to leave, so I just say "I don't know if I'm leaving New York or anything. But you all know how I've been living on my own before I met you all anyways, it's hard to explain. I just- don't know how to handle Sensei's death like all of you can, so I was gonna distract myself.. find out how I can."

Casey looks at me shocked as he says "you've gotta be jokin" I shake my head "no... not really" I rub my left arm with my right hand. Everything got dead silent as I sigh again and say "I just can't handle being down here. Whatever I look at I just get a thought of h-him... and it just reminds me of how he's not here. When I look at all of you... I remember how close you all were, and how I loved that about us. How he was the father-figure I've missed... it's like I lost my own parents all over again."

Leo looks at me and stands in front of me saying "but you can't just leave!!" I look up at him saying "I'm afraid that's not your decision to make, Captain." He knows when I quote Space Heroes I'm serious, so he gasps and tears up even more. Donnie just clenched his fists saying "fine, if you don't wanna be around us, you should've just said so. You don't have to be here if you don't want too!! Just go!!" I can tell he's not looking at me because he's trying not to cry. Smiling softly I chuckle and say "I'll miss you all though... especially you, Mikey" he looks at me shocked.

"If you're gonna miss us, why are you leaving in the first place?!?" Mikey asks as tears are streaming down his face. He starts walking towards me, something about him seemed off, he's so mad that I'm actually getting scared. With each step he took I took one back "if you'll miss us, why leave?!?? Just stay and we can get through this. Together!!" Mikey says and starts to shake my shoulders, now my tears start to fall down my face. Wiping a few of them I say "because I need to find out how to do this on my own... I love you."

After that I start walking out, I didn't clarify if that was just to him, or if it was to everyone... so I left them to be confused.

Tbc

Okay that's it my wonderful foodies~ Now I hope I can serve you another chapter again soon!

~ILoveFood