"Adopted"

Chapter 63

A'mari pov

I listened as they tried to get me to leave the room. I got my phone searching up how to kill my self. It just gave me the option to call this number. I rolled my eyes.

Granpe. Moon pie open the door for granpe 

Tears rolled down my face. I turned putting my face in the pillow. I cried harder knowing that they can't hear me. I want my parents. I hate that holidays I have to seat and watch my cousins hugging there mom or dad saying how there thankful for them. A flashback of my dad being killed flashed though my head.

Pa pa. She not even saying nothing back

They bung on the door. I'm not opening it because all they gone do is say it's ok, when it's not. I tried to just sleep but the flashback just running though my head. I stopped crying out loud going to lay bay the door. Them making all that noise will probably distract me from the flashbacks.

Uncle andrew. Just tell us if your ok ma ma and we'll leave you  alone

I just laid here listening. Tears rolled down my face. I looked at the locket. I opened it seeing the picture of me and my parents. I broke down crying

Pa pa.  I hear her now

Uncle Austin. Mari open the door

I got up going to my bed getting under the cover barring my face in the pillow. My door opened. They must have Broke the lock. Someone sat on my bed

Tt ari and liyah. We'll talk to her

I heard everyone else leave. They picked me up wiping my face. Both of them kissed my lips hugging me.

Tt liyah. Why you crying?

Me. I wanna die but it won't tell me how to die

They looked at me tears rolled down my face. They hugged me tight

Tt liyah. I tried to kill my self before. I was 15 years old somebody did something bad to me and told me if I tell then they'll kill me and kill my family. I cried and searched up how to kill my self.

She wiped her face

Tt liyah. It just gave me a number. So I stop searching and just cried and fell into a deep depression. Until momma took me to this place . They made me eat, made me interact with people intill I started getting better. And I finally told my parents what happened and the situation got better.

I just stared at the wall.

Tt liyah. Moral of the story is you don't have to kill your self to feel better or feel heard. And you do know that if you kill your self your going to hell

I looked at her and nodded.

Tt ari. Why you wanna kill your self?

Me. I want to see my momma and daddy

Tt ari. I know but we love you and if you kill yourself or hurt your self you gone break everybody heart.

I nodded laying back down. They laid down cuddling me kissing my lips. I started falling to sleep.

2 hours later

Kam pov

I listened to them talking bout how A'mari is depressed and having suicidal thoughts.

There pa pa. Do she have scars?

Aliyah. No

Arianna. But she was searching up how to kill herself

My phone vibrate. I looked seeing that kentrell texted and asked what A'mari doing. I texted that she locked herself in her room yesterday afternoon and they had to pick the lock just to see if she was ok. And now she sleep.  I tuned my phone off.

There granny. Maybe king will help her feel better

Aliyah took king back to the house so he can bath and get more food aswell

Aliyah. I'll go get him

All them nodded

Aj pov

I looked over at kam seeing him staring off into space. I wanna help Mari feel better but there nothing I can do to help her mental or mindset. Aliyah came in here holding dog stuff and king following her. They went upstairs. Mari love that dog. The dog has been around since she was 6 or 7. And before that she had a huski. That her parents had before she was born.

I turned the tv on and me, Mark and kam started playing the game. Football.

20 minutes later

A'mari pov

I woke up to someone licking my face.

Me. Mmmmm

I knew it was king when I felt his paw lay on my chest. I opened my eyes. I'm starting to think he a survice dog. He started panting

Me. Come on

I went in the bathroom washing my face. Then I looked down at King. He rubbed his head on my legs. I left  the bathroom going downstairs. I looked up seeing everyone looking at me

Kingston. Mari

He came and hugged me

Anthony. Us sorry

They hugged me. I nodded

Aj. Twin

I looked at him

Aj. Come here

I sat next to him he hugged me. King jumped up here laying on my lap. AJ kissed my forhead. He started playing the game. I got up going in the kitchen with king following me. I washed my hands

Granny. You hungry

I nodded she made me eggs, bacon and cut up fruit. I sat down eating she lift my head kissing my lips befor she left the kitchen. King stared at me. I finshed eating throwing the trash away.

Then I went in the front room I sat with kasiyah and safari. I miss jr. I wonder what he's doing. I laid on kanayla lap she played with my ear. There playing on the phones. I felt safari playing with my belly button. I Looked seeing king laying on the floor.

I felt someone looking at me. I looked seeing kam looking down at me. Then he looked back at the tv. I rolled my eyes looking over at where my aunties, uncles and grandparents are seating. I saw granpe looking at me. He smiled at me I smiled back.

2 hours later

Granpe. Ou vreman ok?
*are you really ok*

I shook my head as he picked me up. I laid on his shoulder feeling sleepy. After hearing his heart beat I fell asleep.

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