Chapter 67

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A'mari pov

I got in the car. Montana picked me up this time. I stared out the window.

Montana. What's wrong with you?

I didn't even look at him. He pulled over making me look at him. I looked in his eyes.

Montana. What's ya problem?

I shook my head

Montana. Umhm

He started driving again. I looked out the window. We pulled Up at his house. we got out going in there. I sat on the couch seating my bookbag on my lap. I looked down 

Montana. You hungry?

I shook my head. He went upstairs. I laid on the armrest. My phone vibrated. I got it out my pocket looking seeing my family texting asking if I was ok. I texted them saying I was alright. I put my phone in my pocket. I crossed my arm in my bookbag straps. And pulled it close to me laying on the arm rest falling to sleep.

2 hours later

I woke up to talking. My eyes poped open. I saw kentrell and Montana. Kentrell looks pissed off. They looked at me.

Kentrell. Come on

I got up putting my book bag on. We left. He speed to the house. We got out going in the house. I went straight to my room getting pjams and went and took a shower bushing my teeth. Then I put a bonnent on my hair putting the pj's on. Then lotion. Then I left out the bathroom putting my dirty cloths in the dirty cloths basket. Jazz came here with a pack of something

Jazz. You ok?

I nodded looking away from her

Jazz. Theses are for when you start your cycle

I looked at her confuessed.

Jazz. You don't know what a cycle is?

I shook my head looking at her and the pack of.... I looked at the name. Pads confused

Jazz. It's when you bleed down there for a few days out of each month. So one day you can one day have kids.

I nodded she sat it on the bed.

Jazz. You sure you ok?

I nodded. I don't wanna talk to nun of them. 1 I don't trust nun of them and 2 I wanna go back to st Louise and stay for good. But I can't. A tear slipped. I wiped it. She left out my room. I took the pads and put it in my bathroom. I called my grandma

Granny.yes?

Me. What's a cycle

Granny. What cycle?

Me. Where you need uh... Pads

Granny. Oh you don't have to worry about that. When you were born they told us you wouldn't be able to have cycles or kids.

Me. Why?

Granny. I don't know

I nodded

Me. Ok bye

Granny. Bye i love you

Me. I love you to

She hung up I went in my closet closing the door. I held my bears going in the bag that I brung here when I first got here getting the rolex and the chain that my dad gave me. Tears rolled down my face. I put it on instantly getting flash backs. I started started crying harder. Balling up holding tight to the teddy bears.

Kentrell pov

I watched on the camera that I put in A'mari closet. I heard her sniffling. But I cant really see her cus she's laying under the shelf. I rolled my eyes going to home screen then I laid down. I watched jazz seat on the bed.

She just put the baby to bed. She got under the cover watching tv.

A'mari pov

I sniffed tuned over on my side taking the necklace and the rolex off closing the bag. I cuddle into the teddy bears. I pushed the buttons listening to them talk. Something told me to look up. I sat up seeing a camera. I rolled my eyes. I can't go anywhere without being watched. I just broke down crying. I can't do it anymore I wanna kill my self.

I just need to find out how to kill myself. I laid down going to sleep.

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