Lizzie POV„Let it out Lizzie. I'll listen." she encouraged me while a familiar smile rested on her face. A face that was covered by her mask.
„Y'know what gets me mad. The fact that she didn't tell me how she felt. I just saw her suicidal act in the news and then it was already to late."
„To late for what?" she asked after a minute of silence.
„To tell her that I need her with me and that she shouldn't have done it. There is always another way and she should have talked to me."
„Maybe she couldn't talk to you." She pointed out.
„What do you mean by that?" I asked her confused.
„What I'm trying to say is maybe she was held back by something or someone. That if she would have told you how she felt bad things would have happened to you or to her as well."
„You mean someone blackmailed her?"
„Hmm yeah. Maybe."
„Well this still isn't an option. I hat how things ended between us."
„and how did they end?"
„Abruptly. As if we got ripped apart in a matter of seconds."
„I'm sorry Lizzie." she told me as she placed her hand on mine making it feel like electricity.
„you don't have to apologize. You didn't have anything to do with it Margot."
„maybe I don't.. but still. I'm sure she would have loved another ending. A better one. Maybe a bittersweet one but at least not that tragic."
„Me too."
„how does it feel to be married?" she asked out if nothing while looking down onto my ring.
„Not as magical as I thought it would be."
I answered crushed.„Why's that? Is your Romeo not making you happy?" she asked and I chuckled at that reference.
„He is making me happy in some aspects. But sometimes I think about what would have happened if I would have gone into another direction."
„In what direction?"
„The riskier one. Definitely the more exiting, thrilling and more loving one. But probably the one that causes a lot of trouble along with it."
„I see. You went for the safer option.."
She exclaimed and i hummed while looking down.„Clearly the safer one.." I huffed out while playing with the ring on my finger.
„What about you? Don't you got a flame?"
I question and she smiled faintly.„No. no I don't. Alongside with the toxic relationship i had I kinda stopped looking for the one. He ruined everything for me. At some point I thought I would have found the one. But things where complicated. She went for the safer option as well. Not that she would have noticed me for an option anyway, but I was just a thrill for a moment I guess. Even though I fell for her. Or at least that's what I thought I felt. I think I'm better of alone.
I don't deserve her." she told me and my heart breaks hearing what she just opened up for me.„What makes you think that you don't deserve her?" I asked and her eyes started to tear up.
„I did some messed up things. I left her life without a warning and I don't think she will ever forgive me if I walk up to her doorstep. She would hate me."
„I don't think so. Maybe at first but I think she would understand if you explain everything to her."
„That won't happen because I'm dead to her."
„Is that what she said? You are dead to me because you left?" I asked and she shrugged her shoulders.
„Y'know what? I would love to have some of that wine you spilled all over me." she changed the topic immediately and now I feel like she is avoiding something big.
„Wait weren't we just in the middle of a conversation? Are you okay?"
„Pff. Yeah I'm great. I bist need to drink something or else.."
„Or else what?" I asked and she didn't stop.
„Just please. Let's get some wine. I haven't attended the party at all and I'm sure you have your husband or so waiting for you." she mumbled and I walked up to stay close to her.
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„Two glasses of wine please." she ordered and the bartender poured us some glasses. As we got them she chucked hers down within seconds.
„Woah slow it down there. I don't want you to get wasted within seconds." I told her and the bartender stood there amazed by what she did.
„Can you refill that please? Thank you."
She told him and then looked at me.„That's the whole point in getting drunk. Bein wasted and I wanna be wasted fast." she fired back and I raised my brows at her.
„Lizzie!! Here you are!" I looked behind Margot and scar appears with Cobie next to her. They both look a bit messy and tousled so I guess that they had their adult fun already. As I looked back to Margot she was a bit shocked to hear scars voice.
Maybe she knows her from somewhere.„Here I am. Looks like you guys have been having
A LOT of fun." I smirked and they got red around the noses.„Well you were nowhere to be seen or else would have included you into our fun." I chocked a bit on my wine as Cobie told me that.
„I'm flattered. Who knows what the night will bring." now I was the one who chucked the whole glass down.
„Now you got into sense as I see that you chuck your wine down." Margot replied cocky and I rolled my eyes at her.
„Liz where are your manners? Aren't you gonna introduce us to your beautiful new friend?"
scar eyed Margot up and down.„I'm sorry. This is Margot. Margot this is Scarlett and this is Cobie." I pointed out and they shook hands.
„Hi nice to meet you I'm Cobie!" I chuckled at Cobie cause she seems so wasted that she didn't even hear me introduce her as well.
„Margot. Hi." she replied.
„Please call me scar." Scarlett added and she nod.
„You guys wanna get shots? Drinks are on me."
Cobie asked and everyone nod as the night started to go on and on....

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Only you (Book 2)
FanfictionLosing someone is never easy. This abrupt loss in Lizzie's life changed her. Will she ever be able to get the answers she wants or will her open questions stay unsolved. (Book 2 of Only you. I recommend to read the first one first. To connect the d...