It's come to my attention that I no longer want to write about my DID, as I'm sure has been evident for a while by these entries increasingly talking about Trick more and more instead of what's going on in the system.
Everything's been going smoothly and we've been healing rapidly. We've been healing so much that I'm comfortable with things I previously never would've dreamed of. I genuinely thought I'd never be able to even think of some things without being incredibly triggered and upset ever again. But now? I can think about those things just fine. I can do those things just fine. I'm free now.
Sometimes I still get upset and triggered, but it's manageable now. It's not as strong as it was and it doesn't take over everything I was doing and send me into flashbacks. It just... makes me kinda upset. It's tolerable and manageable. It's something I can and will keep working on, though.
I guess I'll update this journal if something huge and DID related happens, but for now I'd just like to focus on anything Trick related.
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Periodic System Journal
Non-FictionThis is a journal for all members of the DID system known as the Periodic System to write in and publicly share their thoughts.
