Chapter 19

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The next morning I woke up to Ethan cries and for a moment it seems as if everything is back to normal again. It was only momentarily though, when I drop Ethan off at aunt Jemma's, he started asking for his uncle Chanyeol to come later at night.

I lay my head back at the glass behind me as the train leaves my station. Since I only manage to grab a short three hour of sleep last night, I'm more than happy to call in sick and just bum around at home. But I reminded myself that I shouldn't let him affect my life, not anymore, and that is why I'm still going through the day like everyday.

"Hanna"

I can't say I'm surprise by his voice, he afterall knew my route everyday and exactly where I work and live. I guess I've open up about everything towards him, even if I didn't like to admit it myself.

'Chanyeol'

I mutter under my breath as I didn't bother opening my eyes to look at him. I feel his thighs slightly rub against mine as he took a seat beside me.

"Did you sleep well last night?"

I heard his careful tone as I pretended not to be affected by his appearance. I try not to think of why he is here in this train so early in the morning, although my mind did wander for awhile and wondered if he haven't went back home last night.

'Yes. Really well'

I mutter again, my eyes still shut close, my head still resting against the glass.

"How's Ethan? "

I heard him ask again. I bit my lips shut as my hands grip tight into a fist. Stay calm, I told myself. No point in getting all work up again. I ignored his question.

"Hanna..I really..what you heard yesterday isn't the whole truth. "

His voice hesitate as I listen to yet another excuse. I took a deep breath in as I finally give up on keeping my eyes shut and turn to look back at him. As if startled by my sudden movement, I watch as he blink a couple of times as his body lean further away from me.

'Look, I dont care. I don't care which part of it is true, which isn't. I'm fine being treated like crap because maybe I don't deserve someone good, but Ethan isn't fine, he won't be fine because I am going to keep him away from you even if he cries for you and beg to meet you. He isn't fine because you played with his feelings. So back off, if you really meant what you say when you say you care for him.'

As I finish off firmly, I took another deep breath and stood up from my seat. I shot a glare at him one last time before turning my back towards him. I'm not going to be played around anymore, not by someone like him that treats woman like some toys. He had his fair share of entertainment and he is not getting anymore from me.

"..I'm sorry..I really am"

His voice came in a whisper, his low and husky voice seems to suit this environment perfectly.

Then silence fill in the distance between us.

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