Where's there's love there's pain ( editing )

Thirty Five

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" Awee that's soo cute " Nadia said showing Derrick who was sitting next to her , her phone . Dekia was recording her surprising Zo with her pregnancy and it was reposted on the shaderoom congratulating the two of them .

" Yeah it's aiight " Derrick said causing her to smack her teeth .

" I can't imagine having three babies at once though . I mean we kind of do cause we have Heaven and Nola and Dash is still like a baby but imagine doing the newborn stage with three babies " She said.

" yeah but they gon be good . they gotta a lot of help " Derrick said . " you know you just referred to Nola as your baby right ? " Derrick told her .

" oh my bad " She mumbled .

" Nadia when you gonna stop playing games . You know you still love me and you still wanna be with me . Everybody can see it , you may have ended the relationship but you never really left . you still help me with Nola , you still let me all up in your space like let's be honest here " Derrick said .

She sighed . " Yes I still love you Derrick and yes sometimes I still think about being with you but don't you understand how bad you hurt me .. and we can talk about the cheating and the baby but it's not even all about you cheating . I told you i'll leave knowing I wanted to stay and you didn't even try derrick you just let me walk away and you got with her and now you saying you need me and how much you've changed but I don't believe you it could be just game . Trust ain't just something you give out , it's gained . and you had my trust but you ruined it " She said .

" I know I hurt you Nadia , I know I was dead wrong for the shit that I did but I mean this from the bottom of my heart that i'm sorry ."  He said .

" Let me ask you something " Nadia said .

" Anything " Derrick said.

" would you have even stopped messing with her if you didn't get caught  ? if she didn't get pregnant ? " She asked.

" yeah I would have " he said .

" when ? " She asked .

" I don't know when but I would have "

" So if you would have left her alone how can you sit up there at her funeral and tell a whole bunch of people you planned on marrying that girl  ? Do you know how stupid that makes me look or how that made me feel ? You saying you only got with her because I left you but it didn't seem like it if you was making lifelong plans with her " She said .

" Nadia you know I always wanted you ! The whole time I was with Kentrice I was begging for another chance everytime I saw you , and if you would have told me you was gonna take me back I would have left kentrice in a heartbeat  . I know what I said at her funeral and I know this gon sound fucked up but I was just saying shit because it sounded good " He said causing Nadia to roll her eyes.

" And that's what you could be doing now ... telling me shit just cause it sound good "

" Nadia I put it on my pops life , kia's life , zo's life , my mamas life , my kids life , shit fuck it even on my life I am not playing no games with you . God can strike all of us down right now if i'm lying .. I don't want play no games with you , I ain't gon cheat or nothing I just want my family back " He said .

Nadia stayed quiet for a minute thinking on it . " first of all don't ever put anything on my kids life again " she said .

" i'm trying to show you i'm serious " He said .

" Alright Derrick " She said .

" alright derrick what ? " He asked confused .

" i'll give you another chance but I pro- " before she could finish her sentence he cut her off by kissing her .