It's just a normal diary (pt.3)

Tuesday, the 18th of July

This say was fucked, and I hated the most of it.

Turned out W. won't be here for the wedding and therefore I lost my partner. I have literally no motivation to go now and I still have to. I even tried talking to her mum, but it didn't change anything. Also, even "better" she might not even visit me this summer. Which is absolutely brilliant now.

Apart from that - I had an argument with my own mother over some cinema tickets and train tickets. Eventually bought two tickets to Wrocław for the next Wednesday.

I barely ate anything that day.

Something more positive - there's a chance of me meeting T. after all this summer. I try not to get high hopes, cause it will probably not happen, but still... I wish.

W. replied to the pirate rp, so I did it immediately as well.

Two episodes of Miraculum with mum.

I got into a really bad mood. I nearly started another argument with W. So I decided to focus on some poems - I had to catch up with some anyway. But, as I was writing the second one, W. asked if I wanted to talk, so I agreed. We talked from midnight to 3am.