It's just a normal diary (pt.3)

Friday, the 1st of December

It's 1am (Saturday) currently and I am just writing this down (apart from the part about psychoanalysis). Oh well... It was a busy day.

Chilling for some time in the morning. Washed my hair after I got up.

In the meantime I also had to manage some family business with aunt A. (from father's side), but I'm really glad it went rather smoothly.

Rping with W. for some short while (still the engagement plot, I am glad it hasn't been forgotten).

Published some new ig pictures (4 of them to be exact). Two of them were sent to me by my mum, but she took them just for me so I kind of felt entitled to publish them (they were so pretty I just couldn't not share them with the world).

Then I started my revision for the litarary theories test we're having on Wednesday. I managed to go through the Russian Formalism before mum and J. arrived.

I spent some really nice time with them.
They brought me my XPLR merch and omg it is SO lovely <33 I am so happy that I eventually decided to buy it :D
Mum and I listened to the "Die Another Day" by Blind Channel. They released the music video at 5pm, so we watched it. Also, I am starting to like this song more and more. And the music video is really simplistic, but it is really fitting at the same time, so I quite like it.
Then mum and I just chilled on Duolingo for some time (and J. joined us as well), cause we discovered that they added maths and music (we had the most fun with the music classes).
Later I showed mum FNaF trailer (and later also The Lost King trailer as well - she really liked this one, so we're definitely gonna watch it when I'm back for the Christmas break).
In general - we had a lot of fun together. A lot of cool talks. And I got the emotional support and warmth I needed, I think. December and January are going to be difficult, but I hope I will manage to go through it somehow.

Also, it was snowing for quite a time and everthing is white now :D
It looks so so so pretty<33

After mum and J. left I went back to revising.
One thing stroke me while I was revising Classical Psychoanalysis - even though the whole theory seems a bit bullshity to me, I really liked the mentions of the attic and the basement as being "the unconscious" in our dreams. And that reminded me of the last episode of the Conjuring and Kriss's dream about Sam and Colby being at the top of the house and at the bottom of it - basically the most "spiritual" and "weird" and "unexplainable" places. This is a really nice observation that will keep me going through the last chapter. (I wrote this one paragraph during a short break, tho it's already 12:27am so I better get going and write the rest of the chapter after I finish.)
Finished revising a few minutes before 1am. Not bad, not bad.
The thing that makes me mad is that our seminar prof still hasn't contacted us in terms of the instructions for the essay and some reading for the next week. She is so wating our time right now... I really think we deserve more respect. Also, why make us write us more if she hasn't checked the previous ones yet?

Oh yeah, one person commented on my post, saying they want to try with the rp. But they haven't really contacted me since so... Yeah, I don't have really high hopes.

Omg I totally forgot to mention that I ordered the new BC album (with the t-shirt and the signed photo) :D

Not watching anything longer tonight. I don't really feel like it. Besides, it's 1:22am already anyway. I'm just gonna chill on yt or something.