It's just a normal diary (pt.3)

Sunday, the 31st of December

I am getting more and more nervous about uni - even my dreams say so...

I skipped church today, because of the cold/runny nose.

So yeah - just chilling in the morning. I finished the Harry Potter book about magic.

Then I washed my hair.

Rping with W., of course. Continuing the plot with S. and C. for a while and then writing M.'s funeral and what happened afterwards - F.'s visit just in time when S. wanted to commit suicide.

Spending some time with mum and J., and just chilling on my own. I don't know... I should be more productive, but I just want the sickness to go away...

Rping with W. some general and captain stuff. Really nice :D

Reading "Sowa" for a while and spending some time with mum, e.g. explaining some English to her. It was cute.
When it comes to "Sowa" it's interesting how there was actually a New Year's Eve in the plot I was reading today. I love such coincidences.
Also, there was this one boy, he really reminded me of S. Hadn't I been sitting with my mum while reading that chapter, I would probably have cried...</3

Also, it's not the last day I'm at home. We're going back on Tuesday, not tomorrow. Oh well. I was going to maybe write my essay on Tuesday, but I guess I won't. I really should do it on the weekend...

I replied to the demon in medieval times rp. Finally something productive. Well... not in terma of uni, but that's something.

Spending some more time with mum and J. as they don't intend to stay until midnight.

Back to reading Mozart's letters. It's a really enjoyable read. Especially that he was 21/22 while writing them and today, in less than 10 minutes, I will be 22 as well :D

After midnight I wrote another letter to Mozart. It was much shorter, but I liked it anyway.

Then, right as I finished, W. called with some New Year's wishes. The call lasted like 1.5 min, but I still appreciate it. Tho I sensed something different in her tone of voice. But maybe that's just me overreacting and being anxious in general, who knows.

Time to finish the letters, then write a poem, and then maybe watch something.
It's 11 past 1am and I've just finished reading. It was really nice. I really hope I could read some more (maybe I will buy the longer book in the future<3).
I decided not to write the poem today. I have the idea needed, but I don't wanna rush it.

Time to watch something.
It's going to be Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (1998).
Yep, you've guess correctly. I'm watching this only for Johnny.
Johnny looks like J. D. (I know this sounds funnily, but I meant other J. D.) here, especially with those glasses.
Nooo... why is Johnny bald here...
Man, some of those hallucinations are crazy.
I don't think this is a move for me tho.
Some "jokes" (more like lines) make me smile slightly tho.
I just realised that the hitchhiker is Spiderman xD
Ah yes, some good old opium.
Okay, done. I didn't really like the movie. It wasn't the worst, but I wouldn't watch it for the second time.

I don't know. My mood just dropped when I was about 25min into the movie. I don't know why. It just happened all of a sudden. I guess all the circumstances just mixed together to make me more anxious. Ugh...

Okay, it's definitely time to go to sleep as it's nearly 4am. I can't continue waking up near 11am...