It's just a normal diary (pt.3)

Sunday, the 22nd of October

Forgot to mention, but W. made matching discord pfps for us!! It's Dream and George as ghosts and Dream looks like a little Ghostface! I LOVE them so much. They are so cute!

I realised that I WILL be able to watch the Sam and Colby video today. They are not actually releasing it in the evening their time but at 11:11am PST, which is 8:11pm out time!!! I'm SO going to watch it! :D
That just motivated me so much to start doing stuff now and be free in the even omg.

I went to church today. I kind of had that intuition that it was the thing to do. And omg. The holy mass was about missions. So obviously I connected that to Sam and Colby and their mission, which was kind of amazing.
For the first time in my life I was the last person to take the holy communion. I mean, I let some people go in front of me but that's just because I was being polite and I didn't even know that there was no one behind me.
BUT! That's not all of it. Call it coincide, but I don't believe in coincidence. During the mass we got a few mentions of the pope Leo XIII. And guess what. He is the one whose exorcism prayer Sam and Colby used during their previous stay at the Conjuring House. Crazy! I wasn't even sure if it was him so I checked the video right as I came back home and IT WAS HIM! You can only imagine my reaction. I was fucking stunned.

I've finished reading the shitty text for the seminar and read (again) Good Country People by O'Connor. I didn't mind refreshing my memories about it. It's short, it's not boring.

Rping with W. for a bit in the meantime. Nothing serious tho. BUT! I just learnt how much she actually likes the Assassin's Creed universe. Like, she literally told me that she can't wait until we play AC IV BF cause the game seems so pretty and perfect with all the music, animations, etc. That actually made me so so so happy. Cause I simply didn't expect her to be so involved in all of this.

Then I talked to mum while painting my nails (right hand - whole black, left mainly black with the middle finger white and an xplr cross on the ring finger; I think they turned out really nice :D). I'm also glad how excited she is about all this Sam and Colby stuff. I'm so glad she actually wants me to text her after I watch the video :D <33

Yeah, I also prepared the flat a bit. With a candle, my crystals, a rosary and some holy water, I think I'm ready to watch. Also, I'll be watching it on my laptop with the big headphones to hear everything better.
Btw, it's less than an hour now :D
I'm both scared and excited.
It's actually only 45min now :D
I wanted to finally buy some xplr merch but the denim jacket I wanted plus shipping is actually about 650zł... damn.
With 10 minutes left, I bought my first (and probably last) piece of xplr merch. I think it was worth it after all. Hopefully it doesn't get lost. Please...
6 minutes to go! I won't be writing about it tho. I want to experience it as it goes.

I just finished watching it. I am at a loss for words to even describe it. I used three tissues for this. I cried and I laughed. That was just insane.
Also, in theory I was the 7th person to view it. Below 19k. likes and 50s form the premiere.

I am just speechless now. I've been sitting on my bed, with the rosary, not even moving. I expected the video to be scary or demonic. And it was just the opposite. It was life changing. They were right. This is going to change the world.

Had some misunderstandings with mum, but I think we're fine now.

Basically now I'm just watching the second video in which they are trying to debunk the knocking. And it's just epic.

This was such a nice evening, but of course the prof from the seminar ruined it by sending a long message with all the work we have to do for the next time we meet... Turns out I read some of the text for nothing as we're not even going to discuss the whole of it. And I need to write a short essay about it. Now, when I don't even remember it.
Okay, but she also said that she missed us. That is kinda sweet in this harsh reality.

Back to Sam and Colby video.
The fact that you can just look up those people on the internet is CRAZY! That basically proves everything.
Also, Sam said that it gets even crazier. I can't possibly imagine that happening. But I trust them wholeheartedly rn <33

And I think that's gonna be it for today. I have a bit more than an hour before I have to go to sleep and I don't really know what to do with all this time. Like.. I can't even focus on anything right now, I'm coming back to the video over and over.