It's just a normal diary (pt.3)

Tuesday, the 28th of November

I want to forget about this day.

It started really nice - me just chilling in bed. Then I decided to get up and leave. There was snow everywhere and it was still snowing as I was walking to the market square.
Damn, all the criwdin people are so annoying... I can't.
I wanted to buy two stone dice, but there were none. I bought a green conditioner to try it on my hair. Then I wanted to also buy a black candle and just chill in Tiger in general, but... that's when my argiment with W. started. I mean, it wasn't really an argument, it was just a bunch of misunderstandings, but still.. I just wanted to cry. And I couldn't cause I was like 20min from home. It was about the meeting in December. Not even about the meeting itself - on my side it was about der lack of honestly with me and her wrong opinion about me.
(WTS and Betard trams on my way home.)

I came back home and, as I closed the door, I started crying. And I cried a lot. I wrote a poem, which didn't help me to calm down and then talked to mum for about 45min. Only after that, about 15min later I finally stopped crying.

My head aches like hell now. That's probably becuase I haven't really eaten today. I bought some nice food at the Georgian bakery again, but I am so not hungry right now... I am just worried about my relationship with W. and the face that, once again, she doesn't want to discuss it immediately, but put it off, e.g. for the weekend. How am I supposed to focus in the meantime? And I have a first test next week, I will have to study on the weekend. And if I get some more apprenticeship work... I don't know. This is too stressful. Also, we were supposed to continue the S&C rp today and now we probably won't. And I don't want to give it up.
Well... I were supposed to reply to some rp today, but I probablt won't be able to focus on that either. Ugh... This day is just horrible. I just want my and W.'s relationship to be back to normal again...

Mainly just chilling for the rest of the afternoon/evening.

It's already 8pm (7:56pm to be exact), so I don't have that much time left, but I want to watch something. I'm not gonna start the fourth season of AHS today as I'm not sure if I will still have enough time to watch it regularly and I don't want to take a break in the middle, but I'm gonna choose randomly some movie to watch (and check if I have the vibe for it). I am also going to paint my nails gold (for tomorrow's cosplay). And later? I don't know, I might try to reply to some rp, but I'm not sure if I will have the energy. I think I'm getting sick btw. Or maybe that's just my body's reaction to so much crying. I don't know.

Also, I've observed that I really stayed caring about my body (at least in terms of cosmetics, definitely not in terms of food and exercise, but hey, that's some beginning). And it feels really nice. Oh, apart from using cosmetics, I also drink some herbs. Nice :D

Movie time.
Friday the 13th: Part III
Yeah. I finally decided that I want something goofy, not scary or emotional. So yeah... an old horror movie it is. It's not really long anyway. Just 1h 35min.
Thanks for reminding me how the previous movie ended. However, the "kayak ending" is still ma favourite one.
Oo, he alive.
What an intro xD
Oh Harold is probably dead, honey. Why isn't she at least a bit suspicious?! XD
Awww a rabbit!
NOOO! Not a rabbit! Wait... was the string supposed to be visible... cause I doubt it xD
"I'm not an asshole. I'm an actor." "Same thing." XD
"Just relax. Be yourself." I like those lines for two different reasons.
Interesting. I didn't expect the killings to start already. Oh yeah, sure, he only pretended.
"Relax." again. I am just so sensitive to this word.
Ah yes. Motorcyclists. Typical.
Also, Shelly doesn't sound like a male name.
Someone watching them. Probably not the killer tho.
(I am so not invested in this movie.)
Oh the cyclist girl is gonna die.
Wow, you showed them by kicking this hay bale, girl.
Quite literally. She is dead.
If they were Scream protagonists they wouldn't die to this rake just like that.
Ah yes. Going back on foot is always a good idea.
Always with those dumb pranks. And then no one can sense real danger.
Damn, an hour passed already?
IN THE EYE?!
How did she NOT hear THAT?!
Ewwwww barefoot? Ewww...
Oh well. It's not makeup this time.
Well... at least the light started working better.
How many left? 2?
Oh sure. The weather got darker as well.
Why is Jason so strong? Is he like a monster for real? Or just super strong? Also xD that face/head was so visibly fake xD
Oh yeah, sure. One left.
Okay that made me jump a little (corpse hanging from a tree).
Wow that was some heavy literature.
Why was that so goofy? XD her swinging a knife at him xD
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that the killer finally has his famous Jason mask.
I don't like him tho. He is like a monkey. Like a stupid gorilla. Mere flesh, no brain. Ghostfaces are manipulators and smart ones as well. That's what I like about them. And hot. Yes, hotness is important.
Okay. He is not a human being.
Chop down his head. Come on.
I didn't expect it to work.
NOT ANOTHER KAYAK SCENE XDD This is so funny they actually did that.
Of course he is alive. Expected.
Cool. Mommy is there as well. Oh sure. That was just a hallucination. Or was it?
She went nuts.
Oh interesting. That was either some other Jason or a hallucination as well.
Okay, done with this one. It was rather boring. I mean... this is the exactly same scenario over and over. Only the characters are different. But it's exactly the same scenario.

I actually managed to reply to the S. x C. rp (the old old one). I would not expect that. And W. was surprised as well. And happy? I think. I got motivated by Seán's video from today - him revisiting his alter ego content. It was really nice and nostalgic :D
Also. Them being S and C like Sam and Colby >>>
Our rping history went full circle.