Love You Goodbye - Harry Styles (Fanfic)

~Leslie~ (30)

"What are you doing here?" His green eyes are shimmering brighter than I have seen. My gaze shifted to floor a bit bashfully before looking back at him,
"I'm here to apologize. Harry I." He quickly grabbed my face with his hands for a few seconds,
"No Leslie. You don't need to apologize."
"But I want to. I."
"No listen to me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I never told you before how I truly felt. I never knew how to put it into words. This seemed to be the only way I could it out."
I shook my head back and forth as few tears came started forming in my eyes,
"Harry I'm not mad about the album. Not at all. I got your message. Tonight and what you sent to me. I'm so sorry I hurt you. That I just keep hurting."
"No. No." He shook his head from side to side as his eyes darted my eyes to lips, "You could never hurt me. I started this. I'm the one who fucked us up."
"But you tried to make it better and I just kept rejecting you because I was afraid. Im so afraid"
My gaze shifted to the floor again as a few cheeks streamed down it. I felt his hand brush under my chin as he slowly tilted my gaze back up to him,
"I'm not leaving you. Not again. Okay. I was so stupid for ever letting you go in the first place. And then I didn't want to push because I didn't want you to leave again."
I nodded my head a few times as the tears continued coming. He stroked both his thumbs over my cheeks wiping them away,
"I know. I know and I'm sorry for being so stubborn."
"You weren't" his gaze became more intense as he spoke, "I'm always going to be here Leslie. I made a mistake back then and I'm not going to make it again."
"I just didn't the past repeating itself. There's so much history."
"So tell me. It's all I ever wanted. Tell me what to do." His hand stroked over my neck and collarbone brushing my hair back behind my shoulder,
"Tell me what to say." He pressed his forehead gently against mine, "If you want me to get on my knees and beg for you then I will. Because I can't keep this up anymore El. I am not letting you go. You understand me in ways no one else does. You have become apart of me."
"I'm scared but I don't want to be. I just want you." My voice came out shaky and I felt my eyes watering again.
"Trust me." He smiled softly as I felt his warm hands take hold of my waist, "If anyone is falling in this relationship it is going to me. Continuously falling in love with every part of you."
"Your mind," he brushed a few strands of hair out of my face.
"Your body." His eyes shifted up and down my figure as his hands remained on my waist.
"Your soul." His words came out as a whisper and I felt his hot breath brush over the skin on my neck.
"I love you and have been from the moment I first saw you all those years ago."
"Harry." I whispered but I couldn't avert my gaze whatever magnet or invisible string that was pulling us together was too strong. He tilted my chin up and the moment I saw the yearning in his eyes I fell into him. Into his everything. I captured his lips with mine and I felt my body tense up and then slowly release melting into his embrace. He pulled away for moment before kissing me again allowing my mind to slowly process that everything was happening. My slowly hands glided up his abdomen causing the hem of his white shirt to scrunch up. He grabbed the climbing hem line and pulled the shirt completely over his head. He placed his hands on my hips on pulled me firmly into him. Our pelvis's brushing against each other as he kissed me firmer. His hands trailed to my shoulders pulling down the sleeves of my white jumper. It hit the floor effortlessly. My hands clasped around his neck as he lifted me up and set me onto the vanity,
"Wait." I whispered breathlessly as he kissed and bit at the skin on my neck and collarbone, "Should we really be doing this here? There's so many people outside."
"We've got time." He mumbled the words into my mouth as he kissed before pulling away and getting onto his knees, "And believe me I'm not waiting any longer." He ran his hands over my hips down the matching high cut under wear I wore with my black lace bra and over my legs. Leaning forward smoothly he  kissed the She is Art tattoo that inscribed my right hip bone. He continued kissing down my thigh and the inner part of my knee before switching to the other leg. As he trailed kisses up my left hip bone I could feel a heat starting swell in my core. I leaned back onto my elbows as his fingers entangled themselves in the hem of my thong. The seamless way he removed them made me moan slightly. He continued to tease the skin of my inner thighs as he placed both my legs on top of his shoulders. I let out a breathless gasp as his tongue grazes over my center. Tension started rising inside me at the continuous contact. I could feel sweat beginning to bead across my skin,
"Tell me what you want?" He mumbled seductively into the skin of my inner thighs as his gaze locked onto mine,
"I want to feel you." It was almost embarrassing to ask but it was exactly what he wanted. He immediately pulled away and let his hands trail up the sides of my legs and thighs before kissing me. I felt my cheeks become flush and a faint thought came into my mind of how I would feel about this in the morning but they were pushed away. The only feeling I could focus on was the euphoria of the moment. Something about our love still seemed so hopeless and if it was. At least wed remember this night and everything we had. I would never forget him. I could never forget him. He was too much engraved in me. Harry took no hesitation he kissed the top of my shoulder before trailing kisses across my collarbones. Quickly taking off his pants and boxers, I felt myself becoming more breathless. His tongue grazing over my bottom lip as he kissed me again allowing his body to come in full contact with mine. He continued kissing my lips his tongue making slight contact with mine as he entered me. It was slow and gentle but still shocking. Like a slight electric wave running through my every vein. My back arched lightly before relaxing again. He kissed around my jawline and slowly pinned my arms above my head as he rolled his hips into me thrusting deep and slowly making sure I felt every motion.
"God I love you." He whispered into my neck before grazing his lips over the top of my breasts. My head rolled back against the mirror as I gripped ahold of the top of it. Closing my eyes for a only small moment. I could feel my them wanting to water.
"I love you." I hitched out breathlessly it almost didn't seem audible. He stopped thrusting and starred at me intensely a mix of shock and adoration in his eyes. His fingers traced the outline of my collarbone before he ultimately kissed me again. My fingers tangled up into his perfect messy hair. It was firm and more passionate. I moaned into his mouth as his thrusts became firmer and more faced paced past. I dug my nails deeper into his shoulders, dragging them along his back as the tension in my center grew. We reached our climaxes simultaneously coming into each other. My hips bucking up against his anxiously as our bodies collapsed into each other. I felt like I was dreaming again. There was no way this could ever be real. It was too perfect.
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"Are you sure you want to go back out there?" He said in a low voice before kissing the exposed area on my back as I pulled my jumper back on.
"I don't think we have a choice."
He took ahold of my arm and turned me around to face him, "Sure we do." He smirked lightly before kissing me deeply.' I laid my hands lightly against his chest and could feel his fingers slipping underneath my thighs,
"No." I mumbled at first before saying it again more firmly as I pulled away, "No. We aren't doing this again."
"Awe come on have a little fun." He leaned in to kiss me again but I dodged him so his lips landed onto my neck instead. I pulled away again,
"10 minutes into us being okay and your already acting up."
He smirked slyly and came closer to me again brushing my hair back behind my shoulder, "You better watch yourself Harry Styles." His eyes shifted seductively up and down my figure, "Oh I'm watching." I couldn't help but giggle lightly as his hands landed on my hips. His red tinted lips landing on my flushed pink ones. The kiss quickly became heated again when suddenly the door flew open,
"Oh whoops." Liam called out a bit embarrassed.
Niall turned around immediately and avoided looking. Louis was very shocked and immediately face palmed himself,
"Oi! If you're going to fuck, go rent a hotel room."
Harry smirked immediately as my gaze shifted to the floor,
"Don't do it in the damn dressing room!"
He shrugged his shoulders lightly as he smirked, "To late." I gasped and shoved him in the chest forcing him backwards.
"That's disgusting." Louis emphasized holding up a finger to us before turning around and leaving,
"I'm going to go with him." Niall nodded with his back still facing us and he quickly walked away following after Louis.
Liam smiled warmly before crossing his arms over his chest, "It's about fucking time, you know."