Unlocking the Powers of my Subconscious Mind

Day 44 - Letter to My Hater😈

Even dogs and cats are dancing as the lion is caged.
 

This is how I like to describe my case.
 

If you want to make me feel pathetic, let me tell you something. This is the end of an era. In the past, you won because I never fought the battle. But now I am in.
 

So it's not that easy. I am not looking for advice. All I want now is motivation and inspiration. If you don't have those in stock, just stop telling me that I can't or won't.
 

If you think that I am miserable, let me remind you. This is something that I have chosen for myself. No one forced me to do so.
 

The cage within which I was locked was created by myself and nobody else. The lock to it is love, and the key to it is also love. I am not trying to break the love. I am trying to live with the love, though it costs my freedom.
 

You didn't live the life I lived, so you never knew the paths I crossed. So don't try to mock me without even knowing who I really am.
 

Time is gonna change, and I will soon fit into your own definition of success. I want to be a kind person when I am successful, unlike you.
 

Actually, that's wrong. You are neither successful on your terms nor mine. You are just an inch above me, and you behave like the king because I am the only one to whom you can wag your tails.

 
I don't hate you at all. Sometimes, I hate myself. Did I do something horrible in the past? Have I ever made you feel pathetic in the past? Have I ever put you down the way you are doing now?
 

If so, that's not what I intended. Still, you deserve an apology if I ever did that.
 

I was a bit arrogant in the past, not to you but to all, but now I am not. And sometimes I consider every bad thing that I ever experienced to be just karma hitting me back.

But karma will not leave you alone either. I am trying to avoid implusive rude behavior. I am holding back my anger. But if I burst out one day, you cannot handle it.
 

I am not working to prove you wrong. All I want to do is prove myself right and capable to myself and not to you.
 

If you hate me, that's a different thing. If your hate comes in disguise as love, it's hard for me to handle. Defining yourself as a friend just to treat me like a fish is not what I want.
 

Stop putting negativity in my head. The negativity that you have is gonna reflect in your own life and not mine, because I am not going to give power to your words.

Your opinion is a moo point. — F.R.I.E.N.D.S. series.
 

Bye byee

-AramintaFlores
(November 5, 2023)

Going to sleep at 12.27 a.m.