Unlocking the Powers of my Subconscious Mind

Day 86 - Jack of All✨

Being a jack of all trades. Is it good in any way?

I behave like that. I cannot figure out whether it's okay or not. You guys should help.

Today, in the morning, I was developing an e-commerce website. In the afternoon, I was attending a live stock market class. In the evening, I was editing video and proofreading a journal. When it was dark, I was in a live class for freelancing. When the day was about to end, I was doing my routine Duolingo Hindi class. After the end of the day at midnight, I was roaming through all my followers profiles, voting and commenting on them.

So, basically, I am living multiple lives at once. I am dividing my energy among multiple channels. I am not focusing my energy on a single thing. Is it alright? If I had focused on a single thing, I might have accomplished more. But still, I might feel exhausted by that single thing. But now, it's easy. If something is boring, I do the next thing that interests me.

But I shouldn't add anything more than this. Today's YouTube video didn't go well. Actually, it got worse. Lately, I have not given enough focus to it. I stopped manifesting on my YouTube channel. The energy that we put into a certain thing is given back to us as success in that particular field.

I regret so much the poor performance of my YouTube channel and spent some time in the YouTube studio. During which I learned maybe my copyright strike might have been removed. I mailed the owner consistently, and he said that he would remove the strike. I guess he did that. While roaming on YouTube Studio, I was asked to do some online surveys, and after that, for a YouTube program, I did a survey, hoping that I could get gift cards out of it. Because that's what YouTube has said to me. I hope YouTube selects me and gives me gift cards.

I also talked to a person and made a partnership deal for my upcoming store. So much is done in a day. But all of them are not for a single purpose. My energy is dispersed across multiple fields. Is it a good idea or not?

But if I want to choose one among all these, I can't. I want my YouTube. At the same time, I love Wattpad. I also want to learn trading so badly. If I should quit, I should quit either my online store or my freelancing dream. I still like both of them, but I have so much on my plate right now. So let's stop thinking about freelancing for a while.
 

Bye byee

-AramintaFlores♥️
(Dec. 17, 2023)

Going to sleep at 1.50 a.m.