Flung out of space

Care/Truth/Pain

Karishma's POV:
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Yeh samajhti kya hai aapni aap ko...
Jab man kiya aapna bana liya,
jab maan koya paraya kar diya!!

Just then my mobile rang & it was Hasee. I cut the call.

& Then the telephone in my room rang, this must be Hasee, I would not pick up the call. Then I heard a knock at the door, iss waqt kaun ho sakta hai,

Me: kaun?

From the other side: Madam you were not picking up the call. There's a message for you from CID that you have a class in an hour at the bureau.

Me: ok thanks!

Then I checked my phone & saw that one of my colleagues here had texted me about the class 5 minutes earlier. Then I saw Hasee texted me on messenger... I'll not read her texts.... Achha dekhte hai kya likha hai.... But I won't reply for sure...

Hasee's texts:

: Is it a crime, to care for your loved ones & not want to put them in unnecessary stress?

: Paal mein paraya humne aapko nehi, aapne hum e kar diya

: Itni bari baat kaise keh di ki-
Apki rehne, na rehne se hume farq nehi parta!! Kya sach mein aapko aisa lagta hai?

: Aur stress dijiye hume, you know how sick I'm; still you show this much anger! I pushed you to protect you very often but throw me out, cut me down when you become angry!
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* I got tears in my eyes. I called her immediately but it didn't connect. Now I got in tension. I called Santu & she immediately picked up the call.

Santu: Ji Madam boliye

Me: I'm sorry Santu for my behaviour earlier.

Santu: Nehi Madam, aap to bare hai, kuch bhi keh sakti hai.

Me: Santu, I'm really sorry. Tumhe to paata hai tum hamari behen jaisi ho, maaf kardo hum e.

Santu: Madam I guess you called to ask about Haseena Madam, but she's not with me, She said at the gym that she had a meeting with an AI company, maybe busy with that.

Me: ok thanks Santu.

I picked her shirt in my hands, started crying vigorously hugging it. This shirt still smells like her, I wish I could see her now. Again my phone rang & it was from a colleague,

Colleague: Sath mein jayenge bureau ok? Get ready. I'll meet you at the lobby in 10 minutes.

We went directly to the classroom.

Colleague: Would you have some coffee

Me: No thanks!

I checked on my phone again, oh shit! I should reply her.
A demonstrator came & started the class, but none of this were reaching my brain...

I started texting Hasee:

: Hasee, I'm sorry. Hume paata hai apko farq parta hai, gusse mein aisa keh diya. Please 🙏🙏 hume maaf kar dijiye.

: Aap kyun nehi samajhti hai, we worry about our loved ones!

: Hasee please respond. Duniya hai aap hamari.

I just got a reply after 5 minutes,

"This is your problem, hum to duniya hai aapki, lekin hamari toh,
-duniya bhhi Aap
-chand bhi Aap
-aur suraj bhi Aap
Isi liye toh farq parta hai, bohot farq parta hai Aapki ek ek shabd ka"