Why?
It's a question everyone asks all the time.
Why couldn't I have been better?
Better in comparison to what? Someone's always going to better than you at something. That's why we want to compete...because we want to be better...
Why did I do that?
You make mistakes so you can get better. You did that so you'll never do it again.
Why.
Just.
Why.
Why didn't I do what I'm supposed to and just keep my fucking mouth shut.
Why can't I do anything right.
Why can't I keep friends?
Why can't I look good?
Why can't I be smarter?
Why can't I get along with my parents better?
Why did I say that?
It's my fault. If I didn't just keep my mouth shut...
I've only learned so much in this life. I've only gotten so much wisdom. I wish I was wise enough to just stop. Stop...just stop...
Authors Note: I won't be updating every day, maybe once a week... I don't know...just depends really...
