I'm hurt. Mentally I am hurt. I want to be healed. I don't know what I'm doing anymore and I just want to be heard and be loved.
I want to be alone but when I am alone with my thoughts I'm not safe and really I just need help. I need someone to come save me. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I'm constantly trying to validate myself and prove that I am real, and that I am important and it's all just crashing down on me. Everything is crashing down on me. I'm overwhelmed and over stressed and over thinking and I'm over it.
I hate myself. I hate my face and my stomach and my thighs and my personality and my voice and the things that I say with it. I hate my thoughts and my past and the way I try to take control of everything.
I'm falling apart.
