I miss taking pictures in your backyard.
I miss filming YouTube videos in your room.
I miss swimming in your pool and badly rapping.
I miss snap chatting you and FaceTiming you for hours on end.
I even miss the drama, somehow. hating you, but loving you.
I miss finally being friends again.
I miss taking walks with you.
I miss going to the playground with you.
I miss ranting and talking for hours late in the night.
I miss being more than your friend.
I miss your mom.
I miss being yours.
I miss loving you.
I miss crushing on you.
I miss trying to look so good, just for you to come over.
I miss us texting, even if it was mostly me texting you.
I miss thinking maybe I had a chance.
I miss holding your hand.
I miss how you treated me like I was royalty.
I miss, seriously, how well you treated me.
Seriously.
I'm pretty sure you were the most kind person I've ever dated.
I wish everyone could be like you.
Everyone I've loved, I miss. I miss them all in different ways. But I miss them all. Maybe I just miss feeling loved. Feeling wanted. Feeling important.
But I still miss you.
All of you.
