why do i think that everyone loves me.
why do i jump to these crazy conclusions and then think that it's me that they love.
why do i think that when someone says they like someone, it's me.
why do i then fall for said person so damn hard for a week or two.
why do i then pick out every flaw about them to bring me back to earth so i don't love them.
and in the end they always wind up with someone else better than me.
prettier than me.
kinder than me.
all around, just better than me.
why do i do love so hard over something so stupid.
over an assumption.
god.
im pathetic.
