You wanna know how I really feel?
Here we go.
I loved you. I gave you everything, for a really REALLY long time.
But eventually, I stopped feeling special.
I stopped feeling like I even mattered to you.
I realized that fighting wasn't worth trying to hold something together.
I felt left out of my own relationship.
If I mattered that much to you, I would have known it.
The fighting would have been affective.
But we grew apart.
It was harder to hold it together than it was to let it go.
And personally, I was tired.
So here I am, two days later.
It hurts like hell.
I'm fighting through it.
I have to surrender your hoodie tomorrow..
But I'm gonna be okay.
