I don't even know what happened. For a few minutes, I had control over my emotions. I was fine. Happy, dare I say.
And then..I was
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Into a hole of depression and doubt. Into an abyss of self hatred. Into just. A really dark place.
I don't know why I did it.
I was doing well.....
But I couldn't last.
No good things ever do.
Not relationships.
Not friendships.
Nothing.
I don't know how to ask for help...I don't know how to tell you..I don't know how...I..can't.
And I'm sorry.
