"Why?" He says puzzled.
"Cause I can say whatever the fuck I want when I'm around you" I half smile.
"And you can't with Lucy?" He doesn't seem to understand the type of person Lucy is.
"Lucy's a different person to you and I"
"So there's a you and I" he smirks.
"You want a you and I?" I half laugh, nobody wants me like that.
"I've told you what I want" he says bluntly.
"Well I need more of an explanation, cause I can't seem just to understand, "I want to know you" " I mock him, much to his dislike, but he's so cute when he's angry.
"You're fucking different. Okay, there. I'm just curious about you, and I don't really care that much about you. You'd just be a good fuck!" He yells at me, and surprisingly it doesn't even bother me.
"I'm more into drummers anyway" I smirk.
"Well thank you darling, care for a top up?" George chuckles from behind me.
"You're such a bitch" Matty shakes his head.
"Hey, not cool" George says.
"I'm a boss ass bitch" I smile and prance around the room.
"We know" George says shaking his head and stealing my seat.
"Why thank you" I say sitting next to George.
"You're actually not bad company" George nods.
"Debatable" Matty adds, causing us all to laugh.
"I know right" I admit.
"Let's play one thing" Matty says standing up.
"That's not a game" I'm starting to get used to this.
"That would make the world better"
"Peace" George says
"Honesty" I say.
"Mind reading" says Matty
"That would make you happier" I play.
"Love" says George
"Love" says Matty
"Love" I say
"That would make love easier to find" George plays.
"Nothing" I say
"No lying bitches" says Matty, a hint of pain in his eyes.
" simplicity" George nods.
"That would make tonight better" Matty says
"Getting laid" George laughs
"Honesty" I say
"Lies" says Matty.
"That's realistically going to make tonight better" George plays.
"Lies" I say
"Honesty" Matty says
"Booze" George says
"Nobody's going to be lying tonight" Matty says looking me dead in the eye.
"That's a lie" I smile.
"Hey guys, cars here" the security says.
They all walk out the door, yay I'm by myself backstage, this is great.
George pokes his head around the corner, "you coming or what?"
I smile and follow them out the door, "ummm I don't want people to get the wrong idea" I say.
"There's nobody outside, security cleared the street" he assures me.
"You guys should say hi to them though, they've waited a while for you guys" he pauses for a minute and nod.
"We will" he smiles and gets into the car, I follow him in. I've only been in a limo once, my school ball and it was so fun.
We partied the whole way to the ball, and the whole way back and at the ball, worst hangover of my life though.
"You okay?" Ross asks snapping me out of my memories.
I wish things were the same. But everyone kinda turned on me.
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fallingforyou - Matty Healy. pt 1
Fanfiction"Find me cause I'll never find you" Those were the words that brought them together, but was it all just a mistake.
