And Then I Met You (a Jacob Sartorius fanfiction)

Chapter 3 Chesneys story

Chesney's pov
 
  As I walk home I wonder if it went well with Jacob. I mean, he's nice and all but I don't know if that meant anything. All we did was fricking study and stuff. I don't know if I should have feelings for him, either because he is so famous that he must go from girl to girl all the time. I honestly don't know how to feel about this.
  I get inside and go right to my room. Am I really ready for a boyfriend? But really, though. I had a boyfriend. He was amazing in every way but then I messed it up and things went bad. He broke up with me because I made a mistake and then told everyone something I had told him not to tell anyone. People bullied me, I then fell into depression. I was diagnosed with bipolar depression and depression. I took medicine daily, anything my parents could think of to get me out of it. Endless therapist appointments, docters, etc. Nothing seemed to work. My family then had this "bright idea" to move to Virginia. I don't know why but I'm hoping I can start fresh.
  I leave my window open because Jacobs is right across from mine. It's atriums ten so I take my medicine and lay down in bed, just thinking.  (nothing good EVER comes from that) I begin thinking about things that no regular 13 year old girl should think about on a daily basis. I think about how much I hate myself and that everyone would life there life would be completely normal if I was dead. Hell, it would probably be better. I've cut a lot but I wear long sleeves to cover the scars. I look in my mirror and realize I forgot to take my makeup off, ugh. I end up just sitting on my bed crying for a while and I then drift off to sleep.

Jacob's pov
   After I eat dinner, I go to my room and play on my phone until around 10:00. I look through my window for a minute and realize Chesney is in her room, crying. Her makeup is all over her face and she is curled up in a ball. I decide to text her.
End of Jacobs pov, Chesney's pov

  As I'm crying in bed, I hear my phone go off. I never got text messages from anyone back in Maine. I look it's Jacob.

Jacob: Hey, you okay? I see you crying. Mind if I call?

Chesney: yeah, go ahead.

Jacob calls and I pick up right away. I fake a smile, even though he knows I've been crying.
  "Hey, you alright?" Jacob says. His sleepy voice sounds so nice, a bit raspy.
  "Yeah, I'm fine. I was just thinking about some stuff. I just miss my old home." I lie.
  "I bet you do. Trust me you'll be okay. I know you can be strong" he says.
  "Okay. You sound tired, maybe you should go to sleep." I say.
  "Okay. I will if you do." He says.
  "Finee. We're still on for tomorrow though. Text me when you're about to come over okay?" I say.
  "Alright. Goodnight" he says. I hang up, turn my light out and drift off to sleep.

Hey, I'm Lacey and I just started this book, what do y'all think? It my first fanfiction and I don't know if I'm really feeling it but I'm just going to keep writing and see how it goes. Comment any feedback!