Adopted By Lin-Manuel Miranda

laurens, i like you a lot

February 2
Bailey,
I met a boy yesterday , but I was confused at myself. I saw a girl I thought I liked too the other day but now I met Gavin. I'm so confused. I don't need this extra stuff added onto my life as well. Plus I don't even know if Lin and Vanessa would be accepting.
I'm probably not even. I probably just fooling myself. I don't know. I want to know but I don't. I don't why I like to write in this thing. It's just someone will listen without me being a bother. Lin would listen, but I couldn't say half the things I said to him. I decided just now to google I like boys and girls. Bisexual.
I just said the word, it's a nice word. That's so random. I hope that if I am bisexual that when I am out, that's what its called right? I can look back at this book and be thankful I had it. I still haven't asked Jon about it. Maybe I'll text him later. I just don't want Lin to be mad at me, would he be mad at me for that.
I wonder what Ryan would think. Ryan is always in the back of my mind, I can't help it. So is Connor. I don't know what to do.
I just searched Connors name on Instagram and I found him!! I wonder if Ryan would have Instagram. Ill follow Connor and DM him later
Confused,
Bailey West