The Story Of Me.

We're Late

                                      As I was walking to school I was listening to In Flames by Ghost Town and singing lightly to it.

"Destructive mannerisms,

Take me down the rabbit holes,

Now watch me as I tunnel deeper,

And I  lose control,

There's gotta be a painless way,

To take this where it's gonna go,

I'm yelling louder then I ever have before...

Don't make me go down in flames,

Don't make me,

Don't make go down like this..,

In flames,

Don't make me...

Don't make me,

Go down like this in flames,

Your truthful words are spitting fire,

Cut off from dreaming,

Now I'm screaming to go higher,

And I don't...No I don't wanna go back home!

Misunderstood by the universe,

I'm hating what you said to me...

Your words will never get to me...

I'm only shooting to go higher,

I'm gonna set the sky on fire,

Don't make me go down in flames,

Don't make me,

Don't make me go down like this ,

In flames,

Don't make me...

Don't make me...

Go down like this in flames,"

                I stopped when I got to the school courtyard I waited near the bus stop. Your probably thinking why is this girl waiting for the bus to get to school. We'll my- "Alissa you showed up instead of skipping school today wow strange!" My friend joss said as he came off the bus that's why. Someone caught my gaze when I was looking around. I k ow this person cause I technically live with him...Alex. My thoughts were interrupted when a hand was being waved in my face.

                "Earth to Alissa. Hello, anyone in there?" I swat away Joss's hand and looked back to where Alex was but now he getting closer by every moving second. He was either walking over here or is planning to bail out of the school. "Hey, Alissa and Alissa's boyfriend I'm guessing." Alex asked with manners that I don't have but you know he wasn't paying attention at all. That also me I am listening to music and clutching my books to my chest looking down. I can't think straight anymore. argh, why do I feel this why cause I don't know him to well and if I keep acting this way near him he might think I am weird which is so very true... The song I was listening to was making my thoughts and voices in my head argue.

'you have been battling? No you haven't you don't deserve to be here'

' she deserves to be happy you big bully  leave her alone'

'Fine because I'm just saying if I was her I would've killed myself years ago'

They finally stopped when Throne by Bring Me The Horizon came on and I was softly singing as I walked in the school but what I don't know is that two idiot's were following me to my locker as I sang.