I Don't Know What To Say

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                 It's been two weeks since Me and Alex fell asleep together. I just want to do something right for once, but I just can't seem to do anything right. Like ever. Me and him haven't talked since then maybe a 'Hi' or 'Hey' will be exchanged but not very often.
                Ok this is going to be easy just walk up to him and say 'Hey can we talk privately?' Easy right. Wrong so wrong I was almost to his locker when he saw me he have a awkward  smile and wave. I walk closer to him, he notice and frowned which made  me frown. He smiled and I smiled back. As soon as I got to him butterflies  started to fly in my stomach. "Hey, Alex can I talk to you privately please?" I ask nervously he must have notice because he nodded slowly.
                  We might've  just met a few weeks ago but he knows a lot about me already and that's why I- Wait what am I thinking?! No Alissa! No boys! Ever! We walked to the abandoned  part of the school. "So..." he said nervously and it's like I just blurted  this out without anything going through my mind but what I said amazed me just as it did him. "I like you like a lot." When I said that I blushed and looked down  clutching my stuff to my chest.
                  He lifted my head to look at him in the eyes and blushed even more which made him smirk. He ever so lightly put his lips on mine. It took me a minute to realize then I kissed back which I smiled into the kids and so so did he. I was so happy I didn't get turned down but now my legs felt like jello and started wobbling he must've notice cause he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
                   He made my day a lot better. I wish he would ask me out and not just be friends with benifits. But that will never happen. Sadly.

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