The Story Of Me.

I Still Love You

Alissa's P.O.V.

I was pacing around in my apartment, wondering if I should or shouldn't go and see Jack. I should tell him, I know he is still single, he is always telling me how he needs a girlfriend. Maybe I should give him a second chance.

I walk towards his apartment, as soon as I am in front of his door, I freeze. Oh god, why did I think this was a good idea?!  Eternally freak out. 

I left my arm up and knock on the door. A few seconds later Jack opens the door, he just stares for a few, "Hey..." I trail off feeling a little insecure.

"Hi." He says, almost breathlessly. He kept starring at me, I think there is something on my face...

"What? Is there something on my face?" I feel the blush creep up on my neck. 

"No...um...." He goes back off, after asking if I could come in he let me in. "Would you like something to eat or drink? I have, peach tea, water, orange juice..." He tells me but I shake my head. "You know you can just walk in when ever you come over, I don't mind." He informs me.

"I don't want to invade your privacy..." I tell him looking down. "I came to talk to about my past, and to tell you something..." I trail off, a few tears blur my vision I try to blink them away but some escaped. I felt his thumbs brush them away. 

"If your not ready to tell me your past I understand, you don't need to, I won't force you to tell me anything." He tells me still holding my face.  

"I want to tell you..."  We sat down on his couch, "When I was 4 my Mother and Father became addicts, my Dad loved his alcohol, my Mom loved her drugs. When I 5 we got in a crash, killing everyone but me..." I broke down, he pulled me to his chest letting me cry. "I'm sorry..." I mumbled a I pulled away from him.

"Don't be, I am here for you." He told me speaking softly.

I sniffled and wiped my eyes, "After a few years of being in a adoption center, I started becoming a juvenile delinquent, skipping school and stealing. Alex came into my life and everything felt like it was going my way for once. Then he broke me into a million pieces, after being adopted. Then I met you..." I trailed off, I look up at him and he looked back at me waiting for me to continue. "I loved you, scratch that I still love you." I tell him.

He caught me off guard but he pulled me on his lap and kissed me. I was logical and kissed back. I pulled away and leaned my head against his. "Say something...Where do we go from here?"

"How about we go on a date?" He asked me, I kept my eyes closed.

"Time and date?" I asked him so I could be prepared.

"Tomorrow at 6?" He asked me.

"That's fine with me." I gave it some more thought, "What about the gym?"

"I can close early." He mumbled.

"Okay." I tell him, we stayed like this for a awhile, until we both got uncomfortable and our necks started to hurt.

So instead we took things into the bedroom. Get your mind out of the gutter we laid down and watched Supernatural, until we got hungry and ordered pizza.

I missed this...I missed him....