The Story Of Me.

Waking up and Blushes

                                                               ALEX'S P.O.V

                                                                    NEXT MORNING.

                           I woke up from a bad dream. A dream I have been having since my brother Anthony died. One reason why I like the song Brother by Falling In Reverse because it explains how I feel in a away. It took me a minute to realize that I'm not in my room. I looked next to me and Alissa was sleeping peacefully with her head on my shoulder. I blushed like crazy and I seriously feel my heart stop and beat faster then a car. She started to stir in her sleep and I kind of started to try and wake her up her face was a mixture of sadness and fear. "Alissa? Hey wake up. Alissa" She open her eyes and sat up straight panting and crying. I wrapped my arms around her pulling her into my chest as she cried herself back to sleep.

                           I laid her back down and as soon as I was about to walk away from the bed she grabbed my hand. "Can you stay in herewith me?" She asked with blush creeping up on her face as mine was doing the same thing. "Can I listen to music?" I asked her she nodded. I grabbed my phone and put on Brother By Falling in Reverse 

"Brother why'd you have to go?  

You left us all so soon,

Remember that song I wrote about your family years ago,

Well they're all waiting for you to come home,

What do I do?

What do I say?

Dad tells me to pray,

So I prayed and prayed but the hurt go away,

The pain gets worse,

It never stops,

And I asked the lord if we could swap,

I beg and plead cause you have kids to feed,

Why is it always stormy weather?,

And brother,

Tell me if it all gets better,

Why did you leave?

Why did you die?

You finally made your brother cry,

I know your watching over us tonight,

And I hope your watching over us tonight,

I'm sorry I missed your call,

I wasn't there for you at all,

And know I've thought it through,

Maybe if I answered you,

That you would still be here all along,

Now no more calls,

Can't you see?

I took for granted family,

And once their gone,

You'll never get that back,

No more laughs,

No more hugs,

So hold onto the ones you love,

Your soul is free,

I love you Anthony,

And why is it always stormy weather?

And brother,

Tell me when does it get better?

Why did you leave?

Why did you die?

You finally made your brother cry,

I know you're watching over from above,

So hold on to the ones you love."

                            I sang softly I looked over to Alissa. I think I am going to hang on to her.