Shawn Mendes Imagines

154- Mirror, Mirror

Request do @simplymendes_98

I stood helplessly in front of the full-length mirror in nothing but my underwear. My blonde hair fell aimlessly down my back and my blues eyes were dull. I gently ran the fingers of my right hand over collarbone as tears ran down my cheeks and dropped off at my chin. Worthless. I dropped my gaze to my feet and fell to the floor with my back balanced against mine and Shawn's bed.

"Anna?" Shawn called from the doorway. I snapped my head to his direction and shielded my face away. "Baby? What's wrong?"

"Nothing, nothing. I'm fine" I said wiping the tears away with the back of my hand and sending him a small smile.

"Come on, sweetheart, don't lie to me." He walked over and sat down besides me.

His arm wrapped around me and I rested my head on his shoulder before bursting it into tear.  He shushed me and traced circles and patterns on my bicep to make me calm down but it didn't work.

"What's wrong with me?" I cried and he shook his head.

"Nothing, nothing's wrong with you. Why would you think that?"

"They don't like me a-and I don't know why?" He pulled me onto his lap and my head rested just below his shoulder as I dampened his shirt with my tear. His fingers carried on tracing patterns on my back and he rocked me gently.

"They don't like you because they're jealous, they're jealous that you're the most beautiful, selfless person ever, they're jealous because you're extremely talented and you have a body which is amazing, they're jealous because I love you." I looked at him with a questionable look. "Because they have never had anybody who loves them or worships them the way I love and worship you."

"There will always be people who will be jealous of what we have, of the love that I have for but that shouldn't tear you down; That should make you stronger." I rested my forehead against his and his hand cupped my cheek, our noses touching and each others breath was fanning our faces. "There are millions of fans out there who love you too, so please, and I know it's easy me saying this, focus on the good and not the bad."

I let out a small laugh.

"You really do know how to make me feel better." I smiled. His eyes looked down at my lips.

"Of course I do" he mumbled. "It's my job" he pressed his lips to mine briefly in a rough, yet caring manner. His hand dropped to my waist and mine rose to cup his cheeks and pull him closer. "I love you so much."

"I know, I love you too."

"Don't ever be insecure again." He mumbled. "Or I might have to tackle you to that bed and show you how much I love you." He smirked and I rolled my eyes.

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I hope you enjoyed this Anna, i thought it was really sweet :))