Next day
I watched as Taylor paced up and down the room with Hannah feeding her. I still haven't told him about taking the cure. I've just been so tired. it doesn't help that I need to get up during the night to feed Hannah, Taylor helps though but I still get woken up.
I continued to watch Taylor with Hannah. the way he looked at her, you could tell that he loved her more than anything.
" Taylor " I said
" Yeah babe ?" he replied whilst he put Hannah back in crib.
" I need to talk to you about something " I said
" Is something wrong ?" he asked as he sat on the chair next to me
" no, it's about that clinical trial " I said
" What about it ?" he asked
" I'm going to do it, it might work and it might not but I have to take the chance. Hannah needs her mommy" I said as I looked at Hannah who was kicking her legs about.
She was only 3 weeks early. the doctor checked her over and said that she was really healthy for being early. so she doesn't need to be in a incubator but the doctors have to check her every couple of hours to see if she's ok and if they need to out her in a incubator.
" That's great hayles " Taylor said and then gave me a hug.
The door to the room opened. me and Taylor stopped hugging and turned to see who it was. it was Erica, mckayla, Jeremy, kat and biss
" Hey guys " I said
" aww " they all said when the seen Hannah except bliss.
" She's a beauty " Erica said as she took her tiny hand
" I can't believe I'm a aunty " Mckayla said standing next to Erica
" Well I got to see her first haha " Jeremy said
" Actually I got to see her first so haha " I said
" damn it "Jeremy said
" Can I hold her ?" Erica asked
" Sure let me just get her " Taylor said as he walked over to Hannah. he lifted her up carefully and lay her in Erica's arms.
" She's perfect " Erica's said as she looked down and Hannah
" That's because she takes after mommy " Taylor said
" Aw she takes after her daddy as well " I said
After everyone got to hold Hannah they gave her to me. She lay in my arms asleep. I looked down at her as everyone spoke
" What about paramore ?" I heard Jeremy said
I looked up at him " what do you mean ?" I asked
" Well your you know dying what's going to happen to paramore ? " He said
" I'm taking the cure, it might work which means I'll still be here and paramore will still be a band " i said
" I'm glad you changed you mind hayles. life wouldn't be the same without you " Jeremy said
" Wait so you might be able to live if it works ? " Erica asked
" Yep. " I said
" So I might get to have my sister forever " she said happily
" Remember it might not work so no one get your hopes up. " I said
" It's hayley guys we all knows she's gonna beat cancer ass " Jeremy said
" That's so true " McKayla said
" Guys come on you know it might not work and I don't want to go through everyone being upset again " I said
" Shh it will work, it has to work " Taylor said
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This heart will start a riot in me
أدب الهواةHayley and Taylor have had there ups and downs but the thing that's remained stronger than ever was there love.