Insecure

I don't fuck with change, but lately I've been flipping coins a lot.

Save as draft - Katy Perry

Harry's POV-

She's a fucking angel.

I had no clue what I was getting myself into, all I knew was I had a massive hardon and Sara noticed it so I stripped down and jumped in the water.

Let me just clarify something, there was NO shrinkage ok?

I may of drooled a bit when Sara was standing up there in her sports bra and lace panties but I was wet already so no one will ever know right?

Now what really surprised me was how scared she got when a fish touched her, also how fast she clung on to me which means she trusts me right?

Then she didn't turn away from my kiss, no she kissed me back and it felt amazing.

But you still technically have a girlfriend.

Yea yea yea, I'm working on that ok?

When I told her she was beautiful I have never meant it so fucking much. I was pleasantly surprised when she initiated another kiss which brings us to where we are now.

Sara's back is against a large boulder that's sticking out of the water as our lips mold together sinfully well. She tangles her fingers in my hair causing a moan to escape my lips.

Kissing has never felt like this and I've done my fair share. Not saying I was a fuckboy or anything but I've dated quite a bit before Lottie.

The sun was starting to get lower and I didn't want us on the trails in the dark so I begrudgingly pull away from Sara and press my forehead against hers.

"We need to dry off and get dressed so we can head back love." I whisper and she sighs before agreeing. We swim over to our stuff and I climb out to put the towel down so we can dry in the low sun for a bit, plus I figured Sara would feel better if I didn't watch her every move even though I want to. Once the towel is laid out I lay down leaving enough room for her, she nervously joins me on the towel and lays down quite stiffly. Rolling over I place my hand on her stomach making her freeze. "You're beautiful Sara, all of you." I whisper.

Sara rolls over and smiles the most beautiful smile I've seen. "You make me feel beautiful Harry." She says as she reaches over and lightly traces my jawline with her fingertips causing me to hum in appreciation.

She whimpers as my fingers caress her lower back, it's almost like she's never even been touched before her body is so responsive. Sara's bruised hips catch my attention and I feel myself growing angry.

How could someone treat her like that? She's perfect.

Sara gasps as I push her onto her back and hover over her leaning between her legs. "Harry what are you doing?" She asks in shock as I lean down and kid along her panty line.

"I don't like these bruises so I'm kissing them away." I tell her, tears stream down her face with every feather light kiss I press.

"What are we do-"

"I don't know Sara." I whisper as I hover over her again. "Do we have to label anything right now? Can we just be us?" I plead and she nods with a smile before pulling me down to kiss her. Her body feels like heaven to me and I can feel myself getting worked up too much. "We need to stop before we give the bears a show love." I tease.

"Shit what time is it?" She says with her eyes wide.

"Almost 8." I reply looking at my phone.

"Fuck fuck fuck, I left my phone at your place. I need to call my sister." She says panicking, I hand her my phone and she dials a number. "Nessa I'm so fucking sorry." She blurts and I hear her sister sigh.

"It's fine Sara but he's really upset, I think you should stay with your friend tonight." I hear her sister say and my heart drops as I shake my head no.

"I'll um, I'll just stay with Emily I guess since I'm staying there tomorrow anyways. I'll see you Saturday." She says before hanging up.

"I'm sorry-"

"It's fine Harry, I get it. I should stay at Emily's anyways since she has one of my uniforms there." She says as she quickly gets dressed. I follow suit and pack up my bag before we start the trek back to the bike.

I felt bad, I would totally let her stay with me but I need to talk to Lottie first. We walk back in silence, I could tell Sara was upset with me. Once we got back to the bike it was dark and Sara was shivering so I pull out my sweatshirt from the saddlebags and hand it to her.

"What about you?" She asks.

"I'm fine love." I say. She pulls it on and then her helmet while I climb on the bike and secure my own. Once on the back her grip is loose on me and I couldn't take it anymore. "Sara you could stay with me any other night but not tonight, there's something happening tonight ok?" I explain.

"I just assumed you didn't want me to." She replies sadly.

"I don't think I'd kiss you like that if I didn't want you to love." I tease reaching back and squeezing her thigh. "Hold on tight baby."

Sara's grip tightened as we took off, there were no other cars around which made the trip fast and easy. Before I knew it I was pulling up to an apartment building downtown. After putting the bike into park Sara climbs off, takes off her helmet and goes to take off my sweater she was wearing.

"Keep it, looks better on you then me anyways." I say winking as she blushed.

"I'll see you tomorrow." She whispers as her rises up on her tip toes and kisses my check before walking off.

"Sara wait!" I shout before pulling my helmet off, setting it on my gas tank and jogging over to her. My hand cups her face before tangling in her hair as I kiss her passionately. Her fingertips creep under my tank top and brush against the skin above my shorts causing me to moan into the kiss.

God I could kiss her forever.

"Have a good night love." I whisper after pulling away. She shoots me a smile before jogging into the apartment building.

After securing her helmet I get back on my bike and head to the house with the biggest smile.

"Yo Haz, we got pizza!" Louis bellows as I walk into the living room.

"Cool, just give me a few." I shout as I stride into my room and shut the door. I flop onto the chair at my desk as I scroll to Lottie's number.

"What the fuck Harry? It's 6 am." She shouts into the phone.

"And you're probably just getting to bed, I know you Lottie." I say rolling my eyes.

"Yes you do, and I know you so you wanna have some fun on FaceTime?" She coos seductively.

"No I don't, it's over Lottie."