Insecure

Intoxicate me gently with your loving

Dirty Sexy Love - Demi Lovato

Returning to school living with Harry was weird, well honestly.... Living with Harry was weird. I'm so used to having my own space to get ready and breathe but he's always right there. Not that I'm complaining either, just takes some time to get used to you know?

Monday morning Harry tried to talk me into staying home, well more like staying in bed. Just because I live with him now doesn't mean I'm going to let my studies fall by the waste-side, I do want a college degree even if it's in something I could give less then a fuck about.

It took some convincing for Harry to let me go with Emily to school Monday morning, not that he was being controlling or anything. He's just uneasy after this weekend which is completely understandable. Vanessa has tried to call me a few times but I need some time to think. Living with Harry isn't a permanent solution to my problems, yes I want to be with him but I also want to live on my own and not rely on him constantly.

Once we had gotten to school Nathan kept trying to apologize to me, it's like he thought since Harry wasn't with me I'd actually give him the time of day.

Well he thought wrong.

After I clued Emily in on what had happened Friday at the party she threatened to chop his dick off, freeze it and shove it up his ass. This is why I love Emily.

I was pretty quiet though, why? Well a lot of students were at the party Friday night and may of seen Harry and I together, if they catch on that he's a school employee he could be in trouble. He tells me not to worry about it, it's just a job Sara. He tells me....

Am I wrong for being worried? Am I wrong for not wanting to be known as the chick that fucks the school staff? 

Well I guess I should of thought about that before I slept with Michael huh?

Overall school was pretty uneventful, Chloe steered away from me luckily. You know, I had a thought.

What if I'm not the reason she dislikes me?  Maybe she had a thing for Michael or maybe she resents me because Emily chose me over her when she gave her an ultimatum.

The world may never know.

**

"How's today been so far Sara?" Harry asks me formally as Principal Johnson requested to sit in on our session today to see how I'm doing.

"I'm doing very well Mr. Styles, thank you." I reply with a sweet smile. Harry has on a long sleeve black shirt that's buttoned up aside from the top button, over it he has a subtle printed jacket with matching pants. He look hot as hell but not like MY Harry since he's trying to put on a professional and authoritative front.

"I understand you pressed charges against Mr. Watson Sara, that was very brave of you. I had no clue he had married your sister." Principal Johnson says softly and I nod. "What changed?" He asks.

"I've had a lot of support this last week from not only Mr. Styles but my boyfriend as well." I inform him.

"Boyfriend? What's his name?" He asks curiously as Harry gulps.

Well shit.

"Edward Selley." I try to cover my nerves, Harry's lips form into a slight smirk which he straightens out quickly.

"Have you met him Mr. Styles?" Johnson asks.

"I have." Harry says grinning. "He's a very nice and polite young man." He adds.

Yea, so polite he crashed my shower time this morning with his woody.

"Well I've definitely seen some positive change Sara, not just physically either." He assures me. "You're a bright girl who shouldn't waste her future on what others want of her, follow your dreams not theirs." He says squeezing my shoulder before walking over to Harry. "I knew hiring you was a good decision, keep up the good work." He says as he shakes Harry's hand before excusing himself for a parent meeting.

Harry looks at me and lets out a sigh of relief. "You know, I thought he wanted to sit in because he thought something was going on between us." Harry says nervously and I chuckle.

"Nope, I'm dating Edward Selley not Harry Styles." I wink and he grins.

"You are doing remarkably well Sara, I'm so proud of you." He gushes.

"Is this therapist Harry or boyfriend Harry talking?" I tease and he smirks.

"Both love."

**

I had a big math test coming up Wednesday, surprisingly Harry is quite good at math. Also helps that he used his body to teach me, if you know what I mean. He had a meeting with his accountant to make sure that Lottie no longer had access to any of his accounts so I stayed back and helped Mr. Sterling. He's been a lot less creepy, he seems pretty stressed out so I'm just glad I could help him out a bit.

After Emily dropped me off Wednesday afternoon I prepared a roast to cook while I did my homework in Harry's room, the boys love my cooking. One of them is always offering to chop veggies or help out in the kitchen. I'm sure their food bill has gone up a lot more though, those guys can eat. Especially Niall and Harry.

"Sara!" Harry comes rushing into his room startling me from my book I was curled up with on his couch.

"Harry!" I smirk, Harry advanced towards me before falling to his knees between my legs. He places his hands on my knees and looks up at me with a weird look. "Are you drunk?" I ask, Harry's face breaks into a bright smile as he shakes his head. 

"Wanna skip school tomorrow?" He asks nervously and I laugh.

"No-"

"Please Sara! This tattoo artist I've been dying to get a piece from has an opening tomorrow afternoon." He pleads. "We can make this four day weekend into a five day weekend." He grins.

"Fine." I sigh and his eyes sparkle with excitement. "On one condition though." I add and he furrows his brows. "When we get back I want you to teach me to drive."