Insecure

Love flows deeper than the river*

How Would You Feel - Ed Sheeran

*I'm actually currently driving through the Tahoe forest... well hubby is. I'll be mobile the next few days and won't be able to error check as well but I want to wrap this story up*
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Sara-

"This is amazing Harry." I say looking out of the large glass window of the gondola. "I've never seen something so blue." I add in a whisper.

"I have." Harry says with his lips against my neck, he has his arms wrapped around my front and I'm not sure if it's just to touch me or to keep his fear of heights at Bay.

Maybe a bit of both?

I look back at him as he smiles down on me adoringly. "Every time I look into your eyes I'm reminded of this place, I couldn't wait to bring you here." He explains and my stomach flutters uncontrollably.

"You have a way with words Mr. Styles." I purr and he grins.

"You have a way with my heart Miss Andrews."

**
Later that night we got all dressed up for the comedy show which we ended up walking out of not even fifteen minutes in.

"How the fuck do those people think objectifying women like that is funny?" Harry fumes, the comedian was raunchy. Like overtly so.

"Let's just go back to the hotel and watch some Netflix Harry." I suggest as I wrap my arm around his torso. "That way we can laugh at something that is actually funny."

"Or we can watch Thor." Harry smirks. "What? I have a thing for the best friend in it, actually.... she kinda looks like you."

"Yea yea yea, as long as there are chocolate covered strawberries involved."

**

The comedy show had included dinner so by the time Harry and I got back to our room we were starving. We spent the rest of the night eating, talking and watching movies on his laptop while snuggled up on the bed.

When we woke up the next morning I was struck by a realization, last night was the first night we hadn't had sex since being together. I was still in his t shirt and a pair of panties while he had on some athletic shorts, it was assuring honestly.

He loves me for me, not my body(which he loves as well clearly) and not my family name. He could give less then a fuck about that and that makes this feel so much more real.

"Harry, wake up. I have to pee." I groan as I try to lift Harry's sleeping form from my chest.

"Just a little longer Sara." He whispers as he tightens his hold on me.

"You are literally going to squeeze the piss out of me Harry." I huff, Harry chuckles before releasing his grip on me.

"Oh shit, it's after 12!" He says jumping up after looking at his phone as I climb off the bed and scramble to the bathroom.

When I walk out I see Harry on the phone so I strip down and jump in the shower, after a few minutes I feel a hard body at my back as muscular arms wrap around me. "I'm disappointed." Harry whispers as he slips his hand between my legs.

"You better watch what you say next Harry."

"I said I wanted to bury myself in you every night." He says with his lips against my skin, I throw my head back in pleasure as he slides into me. "Fuck you feel good." He groans slamming into me again, he tends to get a bit rougher in the shower but honestly I love it.

I love how tall and muscular he is, how he's able to toss me around and bend me in ways that I could never dream of. While it's rough and lustful it's still passionate and full of love.

Full of us.

**

"Thank you baby, now I'm all set for our hike." Harry chirps as I secure the tape around his arm creating a watertight seal to protect his tattoo.

Harry was wearing a T-shirt with the arms cut off, a SnapBack, some blue board shorts and trainers. Very different from the Harry I'm used to but still hot as fuck, I had on a dark blue bikini under a white tank top and denim shorts I had paired with my pink trainers.

"What's that?" I ask as he pulls on some kind of backpack.

"It's my camera bag, I haven't picked it up in a while so I thought this hike could be the perfect time." He explains as he puts some waters into the side pockets. "Ready to go love?" He asks with his large hand held out, I nod enthusiastically before tangling our fingers together and walking out the door.

We walked along the lake shore for what felt like forever until following a trail up into the forest. Harry had taken out his camera and was snapping away behind me but I didn't mind, I actually felt guilty because I had been occupying so much of his time.

"Wait Sara, stop right there and turn towards me." Harry says, I do as told and smirk when I hear his camera clicking away. "The light behind you is perfect right now, you look like an angel." Harry explains and I scoff.

"Yea a hot and sweaty angel." I say rolling my eyes and he walks towards me.

"No really, look baby." He says showing me the back of his camera.

"Wow." I mutter as I look at myself on the small screen, the slight sweat made me glow almost and the light behind me was perfect just as Harry said. But what I noticed the most was my face, how bright my smile was and how blue my eyes really are.

"You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen Sara, the happier you are the more it grows." He says cupping my chin. "Just like my love for you." He whispers before kissing me passionately.

After our kiss falls apart naturally I grab his camera and start snapping away not know what I'm doing but knowing that I need to capture the look of love in his eyes right now. I scroll through the photos and most are blurry but there is one, one perfect photo. His eyes are lit up and his smile wide as he gazed into the lens.

It's absolutely breathtaking.

"Race you to the water." Harry winks at me before stripping down to his shorts, running towards the rocky ledge and plummeting into the water. I chuckle as I snap away at his shenanigans. "Put it away and join me baby." He says holding his arms out.

Deja vu much?