THE BOOK OF BANGTAN

the wish

y/n's POV

"do you think he'll like it?" i asked as a smile drew on my face, while looking at my present for him, it's his favorite watch that he really want.

my best friend looked at me worriedly, "are you still expecting? every present you gave him are still untouched" there she goes again.

"why wouldn't i give him a gift? besides its his birthday anyway" she just sighed in response

"ok if thats where you're happy i'll do my best to support you" i quickly hug her, she hugged back.

"thank you so much" she smiled sweetly at me.

fast forward~

i knocked on his door, i was really hoping that he would be the one to answer it buts sadly he didn't, i saw a beautiful lady opened the door, she smiled sweetly at me, i smiled at her in response.

"is he awake yet?" i asked hoping she would say yes, i frowned when she slowly shook her head.

"still sleeping as always, it's his birthday today, but he's still asleep" she said while tears starts to roll down her cheek.

i held her hand " its okay mom he'll wake up eventually", i said giving her a positive smile.

i made my way where he's sleeping right now, i stared at his handsome face, long eyelashes, pointed nose, pinkish lips, he looks so angelic while sleeping, but i wish he would wake up.

"happy birthday yoongi! i bought you a present, i know you wont see this but you'll find out a soon as you wake up, if i were you i would wake up"

"get up already! you've been lying in this hospital bed for 3 months now, stop playing sleeping beauty it doesn't suit you, you look like a sleeping snowman" i tried to laugh the pain away, but my tears are so stubborn, i wish that he would wake up from his coma and wipe my tears, but again it didn't happen.

"why do you have to sleep for a long time? it's not fair yoongi, i miss your voice, smile, laughs, jokes, raps, everything... so please wake up..... please im begging you yoongi" tears are now falling as my knees slowly trembled, i felt pain in my stomach but i didn't really care, all i want is for him to wake up.

i cried every time i begged him, i cried every time i wish, i cried every day longing his presence, i cried....... because i really miss him.

then suddenly the machine that has been keeping trace of his heartbeat made a beeping noise, i quickly shifted my head at the monitor and saw a straight line, signaling that he really left us.

"CLEAR!!!" the sound of electrifying, voices of the doctor and nurses is the least i can expect.

we are now outside the emergency room, his mom is panicking while talking to someone on her phone, me on the other hand is staring hopelessly at the floor, while my stomach is still aching.

then the doctor came out, while the nurses are dragging his body out of the E.R.

"doc how's my son?" yoongi's mom asked while trembling.

"time of death 9:51 pm" my world suddenly vanished.

"time of death 9:51 pm"

"time of death 9:51 pm"

"time of death 9:51 pm"

over and over again like an endless loop, i glanced at his body that's slowly taken away and put inside a room.

'morgue' i said to myself, while tears are trying to escape my eyes again.

while slowly crying, i felt kinda dizzy, everything's almost black, and i can't hear anything, i collapsed but before i collapsed i saw something, something terrible...... blood dripping from my legs........... then everything went pitched black.

i woke up in a white room, i slowly rose up from my bed and wandered my eyes around the room.

"im still here" i whispered to myself.

"yeobo? you're awake finally! i made us breakfast" i looked at him with a sad expression, he looked at me worriedly.

"is there something wrong? why are you crying?" he hurriedly went to my spot and wiped the tears at my cheek, like i wished a long time ago.

"nothing i just dreamed about how you almost left us" i chuckled, then i saw guilt in his eyes.

"the day where i pranked you thinking i was gone?" i nodded in response

"im really sorry about that" he said apologetically.

"hey it's ok at least you're awake now, and that's just 2 years ago, so let's just forget about it" i assured him, he quickly shook his head.

"no i could have lost you and our baby" he worriedly looked at me. "im really really sorry for being such a doucebag"

"i told you it's fine" i said while caressing his face.

"mommy, daddy!!" i glanced at the bedroom door and saw my 1 year old daughter. he lifted her up and spun her around.

because of their silliness they lost balance and dragged me along with them, the three of us are now lying at the tiled floor while laughters filled the 4 corners of the room.

yoongi stood up and lent me his hand, he helped me to get up, when i did he hugged us really tight.

"i love you" he said then kissed my lips and kissed my daughter's forehead

"i love you yoongi" then i kissed him back, how i love them so much.

3rd person's POV

"she's talking to herself again?" the nurse asked her fellow nurse.

"yeah i heard she's gone crazy after her unborn child died 2 years ago"

"what happened?"

"well after her boyfriend died she became emotional, and stress because of that her infant died, she's been really quiet when she left the hospital, but then she started talking to herself, feeding the air, caressing the wind, and many more, that's why her parents put her in this mental asylum so that she can be cured, but everything just got worst"

"i'm really sorry for her, i guess she had a really hard time"

"i know, i hope she gets better"

they both looked at the girl talking to herself in an empty white room with a big smile on her face.

the next day, they found her hung up in her room, with a watch and a note next o her it says:

"im now with them, i couldn't wish for anything more"

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well that turned out to be a long and sad chapter, hope you like it, sorry for not publishing for two weeks