Darlin' Im broken (sam pottorff fanfic)

Chapter 15

"Sam..." I said. "I just, it's hard. Like, I feel like you've just used me, then threw me away when you felt you didn't need me, but then you dig through your trash to just find me and use me again. It's hard. Sam it's really hard." I said as I stood up. "Sorry." I added before walking back inside. I left the door open behind me for Sam to walk in, but he never did.

I heard his heavy footsteps behind me, but I didn't wanna look back. I knew that if I did, id cry for him. I scream until I could hold him in my arms again and call him mine, and only mine. I wanted to be strong for myself because I knew he hurt me so many times, but it was so hard. I had my hand in a fist, squeezing as hard as I could. Knuckles turning white.

I finally turned around, and he was gone.

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"Aayeeee!" Jc yelled running into my room.

"Aye." I said not looking up from my laptop. I had still been making YouTube videos and I was in the middle of editing one.

"Bitch." He said laughing before slamming my laptop shut.

"Jc THAT BETTER HAVE SAVED!" I yelled before jumping off my bed and onto his back.

We were both yelling and laughing while fighting. We haven't done this in so long, I always felt like Jc and I were so close, but we just haven't been talking.

"I came in here to tell you that..." He started.

"WE ARE GOING ON TOUR!" They all screamed as every boy ran into my room.

"What?" I asked.

"We are going on tour!" Connor shouted once again. "And we want you to come!" He added.

"What." I said getting excited. "Why would I even go I'm lame." I said laughing.

"No you're amazing and we want you to go!" Kian said. Sam stood next to him, motionless and no emotion whatsoever.

"I mean sure I guess, why not." I replied. "When do we leave?" I asked.

"Not for a month or so since we have rehearsals and have to get a bunch of things settled." Ricky answered.

"Awesome!"

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Later that day we were all supposed to go to the movies and get dinner, but Connor and Tyler ended up going somewhere together, Sam didn't show up, Ricky was at the gym, Trevor had music lessons, so it just left me, Kian, and Jc.

"SO!" I said jumping off the last step and joining them in the living room. "What do you guys wanna do?" I asked.

"Dunno." They both said.

"Uuuuuhhhhhh let's ride penny boards and get food or something. It's so nice outttttt!" I said jumping on the couch. "I've had a lot of caffeine today." I said as an apology.

About 30 minutes later we all on our pennies riding to Taco Bell.

"Oh. My. God." I said seeing the mass amount of girls standing around Taco Bell. "Who tweeted this out.." I asked looking at them. Jc looked at Kian, and Kian smiled.

"Oops." He said shrugging it off.

"Do you not remember the last time this happened? We all got locked inside and people got hurt. We have to go. Like, now." I said in a serious tone.

"Ok ok ok whatever." He said. We all turned around and saw a group of 4 girls standing there.

"OHHH my goddd!" One of them said looking like they were holding back tears.

"Can we take pictures!?" Another asked.

"Yeah but please don't post them for awhile because we don't need any drama about why we didn't go down there." I said motioning to the growing crowd.

We took our pictures and went our separate ways.

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