SPIKE'S POV
'Hey' I said poking my head around Jessica's door that was slightly opened.
'Hey, come in' Jessica said waving me in
I awkwardly entered the room Jessica was temporarily staying in; it felt weird being in a teenager's room.
'I've been trying to come up with a plan' she told me 'any useful advice?'
'Ah she isn't as dumb as she looks' I muttered 'I'm not sure, I have never really thought about killing her'
'Why not?' Jessica replied
'Because I loved her, she was my first true love and she was never a problem until I started dating Buffy'
'Does Buffy want her dead?'
'No' I told her 'Buffy isn't like that'
'Were you human when you met Drusilla?'
'Yeah I was'
'What drew you to her?' Jessica asked genuinely seeming perplexed
'I was a mess, I was upset, she came along and made it seem like everything was going to be okay, she changed me, for the better' I explained
'So you've never wished that you had stayed human?'
'If I had stayed human I would have died years and years ago! I would have never seen the world, never experienced so many things and most importantly I would have never met Buffy'
'You wouldn't have known those things back then though' she told me
'But I know them now'
'Sorry if me trying to kill Drusilla makes you uncomfortable' she said
'It's okay' I told her 'really it is okay' I left her room and headed downstairs trying to find the book Giles had left once about Drusilla. There it was shoved at the back behind a row of books, it looked older than I remember, but then again I am old. I flipped through the pages looking at Drusilla's life, all the things she had done with Angelus before she met me. It was hard to imagine that Drusilla and I had once been together it seems so long ago.
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Buffy and Spike: The Return
Fan FiktionThis is basically a part 2 of my first book 'Buffy and Spike' You probably don't need to read the first book for this to make sense but it would be appreciated if you did. Buffy and Spike are still living in Sunnydale, whereas other members of the...