Love Is Not Over

38 • Lonely christmas pt.2

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Jungkook

"What?"

"You don't remember do you?"

I squinted my eyes at the girl trying to remember who she was. She laughed a bit, "When was the very first time you met her oppa?"

"At the mall why?"

She ignored my question and continued talking. "How? How at the mall and where in the mall?"

"In the bathroom because some fans were-" My eyes widened slowly remembering her. "You're the girl!" I stood up from my seat, ignoring the stares people were giving me. "The girl who was chasing after me in the mall, you were her! It all makes sense now!"

"Would you let me explain oppa." I looked back at the other costumers, giving them a 90 degree bow, apologising to everyone, sitting down back at my seat.

I nodded at her, indicating for her to explain. "I saw her saving you in the car park. I didn't see much. All I saw was you walking inside your van and her standing there. I walked away though, knowing that there was no point in chasing after you. Fast forward to a year a later, when Blackpink made their official debut, I knew it in my guts that Lisa looked so familiar. I didn't know where I saw her though, but I knew that I've definitely seen her before. I figured it out once I saw those delusional videos and fans started shipping the both of you together. I guess those guys aren't completely useless or delusional after all, 'cause as much as I hate to admit it they were right. So right."

"I didn't plan to send death threats or pull the accident in the park. All I planned to do was to take pictures of you two together, use those photos to warn YG and BigHit to separate you two together and all will be well. But she didn't stay away. She kept going back to you and it annoyed the shit out of me." She gritted her teeth while her fist turned into a ball.

"Why?" I couldn't help but glare at her. She didn't seem at all effected by it and instead smirked.

"Because she doesn't deserve you. Okay? I mean who does she even think she is? She's just some random Thai girl who came to Korea to be an idol. For goodness sake she's not even Korean oppa what do you even see in her?"

I think it was this sentence where I just exploded. I just let her insult Lisa without doing anything, thinking that I was protecting her, but this girl has gotten way too far.

"I don't think you're in any position to say who I can and cannot date? You're a fan right? Aren't you meant to be happy for me? Are you really just gonna turn your back on me just because I'm dating someone?" I couldn't help but snap at the girl. I suppose she didn't expect it either as her eyes widened. Was she regretting what she did? I don't know. I hope she was.

"But oppa she's literally a nobody-"

"No she isn't! She's Lisa. Her name is Lalisa Pranpriya Manoban and she's in the girl group Blackpink, the monster rookies of this year who've already broken many records and won many awards. So answer me this, who are you to tell me who to date?"

She scoffed rolling her eyes. "Oppa, you're young. You don't know what you're doin-"

"I won't always be a baby to you. There will be a time where I grow up and that time is now. I appreciate everything you've done for me as a fan, but in the end of the day the only relationship the two of us will ever have is 'an idol and a fan'. Nothing more and nothing less. One day you will find someone more suitable for you, someone who will love you. When that time comes, hopefully I'll be married by then." She looked hurt, wounded actually at the thought of me marrying someone.