SEVENTEEN IMAGINES

#68 13 things to do before I die (pt. 10)

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#Minghao

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Your POV:

When I visited those children, who have the same case with me, I can't help but to pity them because at their very young age they are already suffering but at the same time I can't help but to feel jealous because they have hope, and that's the thing that I need but I don't have now, I don't have hope anymore.

"y/n it's time for breakfast"

My future to be brother Wonwoo said as he entered my room with a tray full of food, he placed it on the side table as he helped me sit up, he is here along with his father because they will talk about their wedding and all of us here is already excited for it.

"Sis, take care of yourself you need to be pretty today"

He muttered as he messed my hair before he went out of my room, well I never really imagined that Wonwoo will be that nice to me, he really is keeping his promise that he will take care of his siblings, and atleast I can feel at ease with that fact.

While I am eating my breakfast the fork suddenly fell on the floor so I reached for it and my eyes caught sight on something under the bed, it wasn't a monster because this isn't a horror story, but it was a book, a book that reminds me so much of my past and my early childhood days...

"Minghao"

I muttered his name as I stared at the book's cover, it was my diary with my bestfriend.

I opened the book and the first thing that I saw was our picture when we were 3 years old, he was wearing a hat while I am wearing a headband, I can't help but to smile as our memories began to flash through my mind.

The next picture was our first day in school where he was still teary because he was afraid to introduce himself in class.

I turned to the next page and the picture there was our graduation pic when we were in elementary, and I continued to look and I somehow felt sad after I remembered our happy times, times that ended because of me.

We were happy when we were young, we were happy being with each other, but as time went by he became more mature, he was able to show his talents, he became a really good person, everyone admired him, but he never changed, and the problem was me, I became jealous, I have to admit, I'm jealous because of his success, and because of that jealousy we became distant to one another until the time that we parted ways.

And because of me our beautiful friendship ended...

#10 ask for apology from someone I've hurt

Is that even possible? Does he want to see me? Or does he hate me because of what I did in the past? And can he forgive me for what I did? But I still want this to happen, I still want to ask for apology.