Chicago's Girl (K.S.)

"Matt, Please"

Next day. Morning. At the Firehouse. 

I got out of my car and walked into the firehouse. Something happened last night between Matt and me but...but i don't know if he did it because he wanted to distract himself or because he still felt something for me. Either way it's complicated. 

Matt was standing by the trucks. 

I sighed and tried to make my way past him.

Matt "Flo, wait"

I looked at him "Matt-"

Suddenly the alarm went off. 

I rolled my eyes annoyed. 

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Squad 3 was at our table. 

Thank god they didn't need us at the case. 

Kelly and i were playing with Pouch. 

Kelly was kinda mad at me for some reason. 

He smiled at Pouch "good boy"

I giggled. 

The others came back. 

Kelly froze when he saw Eric getting out of the truck. 

He stood up and walked over to him. 

Yeah, apparently after Kelly had went to talk to Renee she took some pills. Lots of pills. 

I walked into into the locker room and saw Matt standing there. 

He froze when he saw me "Flo"

Me "You were gone when i woke up. why?"

Matt "my mom called"

I scoffed, shaking my head "don't use her as an excuse, please"

 Matt shook his head "It's the truth, Flo"

Me "why did you do it? why did you kiss me?"

Matt "why did you kiss me back?"

I sighed, shaking my head "I don't know"

He nodded "exactly."

I shook my head "Matt, i can't-"

He nodded "i know"

Me "I don't regret it but i can't do this again"

He nodded "i know"

Me "could we please keep this between us?"

He nodded "of course"

I looked down and drove a hand through my hair. 

Matt put his hands on my shoulders and kissed my forehead. 

I let a tear rolled down my cheek as he walked away. 

I ruin everything i touch. 

Then I turned around to leave but i froze when i saw Kelly standing there "Sev-"

Kelly shook his head, pissed off " Hey, have I thanked you lately for opening your trap about Renee? Because she's currently in a psych ward. "

I shook my head "don't put this on me, Kelly"

He scoffed, shaking his head. 

Me "How much did you hear?"

Kelly "Enough"

I looked down. 

Kelly "did anything else happen apart from the kiss?"

I looked at him.