𝕥𝕠𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕚 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕠 - jouer en température

12

my body uncontrollably shakes as the coldness of the ice settles in.

"a-ah!" i open my mouth but he lunges at me with that piece of cloth, wrapping it around my mouth and tightening it. his hand slams down on the back of my neck which cause my body to flatten on the ground and with his other hand, he's strong enough to hold both my arms behind my back.

"stay down" he whispers. i stare at the floor with wide eyes. i can't focus. this is happening so fast. my ankles are starting to hurt. todoroki shushes me but i move my body to try to get him off of me. my head is so close to the door but my ankles keep stopping me.

"you know... when i saw you fall down that building it scared me," he says. "i thought i lost you but you're so clever! you had me so worried, so worried that i want to hurt you for concerning me."

i try to stop breathing so fast and focus on my legs. tree branches come out and wrap around my legs and down to my ankles, wrapping themselves more tighter around the iced area. trees are more fragile in the cold. i feel a crack in the ice on my left ankle. i can't stand it. it's starting to sting and ache so much.

"seeing you so vulnerable like this... my hands all on you," he starts. "it makes me feel things i'm not fully understanding... but i know i'm really happy about it."

sounds are forced out of me by sheer terror. i don't even know what i'm trying to say. i feel the ice on my ankles weaken and start to thin out.

"watching you cry and shake right now," i turn my head as far as i can to see his face. a big smile on his face, a dangerous one. my heart beats so fast and the sting from the ice is unbearable. "makes me want to... "

both of my ankles are free and i use my legs to get closer to the door. i hear him laugh before his hand lets go of my arm and harshly grabs one of my ankles. i gasp and scream into the cloth at the sudden force along with the aching and stinging.

"shh i know it hurts but i had to do it," he says. my free hand touches the door and i slap and bang on it. "i know you won't tell anyone about me, y/n, you know how i know? because you don't want me to get in trouble and you know i'm right when i said they won't believe you."

i keep slapping the door and shake my head.

"you lied to yourself enough that you even believed it," he chuckles. todoroki grabs my shoulders and turns me around on my back. i look right at him and his happy expression is replaced by a serious, threatening look. "but you do love me... you still care for me, i know you do... i always knew."

he's fucking insane. his hand cups my left cheek and his thumb caresses my cheek. why can't i move? why am i freezing up?

"i hate seeing anyone talk to you, touching you, and looking at you," he says. "i want you all to myself."

his hand starts to feel hot so i turn away. i see him check the time and he sighs. he's psychotic. a freaking maniac! how long is this going to go on for?

"our time is up for now," he says. todoroki comes very close to my face that our noses almost touch. "do not tell anyone about this, well i know you won't because you're a good girl."

todoroki unties the cloth around my mouth and he goes in for a kiss. i resist and try to turn away. just fucking leave!

-

i cried. he left through the window and i didn't move from the floor until i saw light. i finally got up from the floor and grabbed my phone.

it's so early.

i dial on my phone and wait for the rings until it's picked up.

"meet me in the courtyard... now."